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Oky, for those of you who care, here i go with a long ass post. Its pretty much coppied from my blogger. But it will show to all what i posted. Gods help me now.
"So here i am back again.
Things were going just fun until yesterday. Lemme give a recap on whats happened in the past few months.
Well, i finished my 1st year of school. It ended with a gpa of 3.61. Which im being told isnt too shabby. This semester im taking 3 classes again. Mondays i have Organizational comunications 6-8, then i have Psychology from 8-10. On thursdays i have princables of marketing. So far the classes dont seem to be too bad off. I have all new teachers this time, so ill get to know how they work. Other than that i got an A in business ethics and a C in accounting last semester.
Gaming is still going well. Last night was a swordmaster tournement, so we all made npc swordmasters and had fun. Me and clint had to leave early because of some shit ill explain later. But it was ammusing while i was there.
Speaking of clint, he graduated, and he just turned 21 on friday. YAY, its about time lol. Hes doing alright, hes looking for work now. Trying to get up and running.
I am a builder on a mud once again. Right now i am making the Parlainth area. Which is rather groovey and junk. Gonna have a bit of quests and such for that area. but its prolly gonna be a while to compleate right now.
Oky, time for the shit. Yesterday, i got news that since i no longer have a job, i can no longer use the car except to go to school on mondays and thursdays. So that means no more driving to game, and no more hanging out online really. I was almost to the point of just taking the car and driving off. My dad would totaly let me use the car for game night, but the stepbitch said ' if he uses the car im moving out' So yeah, we can see where that went. So, now he will just drive me and clint to game, and possibly come pick us up. which means 2x the gas, and milage on the car. Which of course makes absolutly no sense at all. So, when i get a job, and get a beater car, im getting the fuck out. I cant take much more ostrization, from her, or her son byron.
I invited my friend lisa over to go swimming, and he starts talking shit to her when shes leaving. Luckilly shes a bit more mature than him and shrugged it off, but i was just about ready to jump him and beat the living fuck outta his face.
So now i again have 0 places to vent any stress. So that means i will prolly end up beating somone head in and killing him... but believe me, the world will be a better place if hes not in it.
Now for the big mind blowing part of the blog.... I am TG. For those of you who do not know, that means Transgendered. Which mean i want to be female because i belive alot of aspects about me are feminine. I wear skirts, i get a manicure and pedicure as often as i can. When i do i get them painted colors. I shave or when i can, wax my legs. I pretty much wear skirts when im not at home, which mean both here at school, and when i was working. I go out as fully female when me and some friends go out to clubs. I have everything from hair and makeup, to heels. And i dont look half bad. And it just feels right. So, when i actually get the money, i will start transitioning to become female. I dont expect any who read this to understand, but i can do my best to try to help that out. I really hope that i do not hurt any friendships. Im still the same person, I still like magic, i still like gaming, and still goofy as hell. So i dont want to lose the good freinds ive had for a long time.
So thats my life right now in a nutshell. For those of you who want to talk, email or IM me on a monday or thursday. so i can get it and respond to it."
GL/HF
Shane/Nicole
"So here i am back again.
Things were going just fun until yesterday. Lemme give a recap on whats happened in the past few months.
Well, i finished my 1st year of school. It ended with a gpa of 3.61. Which im being told isnt too shabby. This semester im taking 3 classes again. Mondays i have Organizational comunications 6-8, then i have Psychology from 8-10. On thursdays i have princables of marketing. So far the classes dont seem to be too bad off. I have all new teachers this time, so ill get to know how they work. Other than that i got an A in business ethics and a C in accounting last semester.
Gaming is still going well. Last night was a swordmaster tournement, so we all made npc swordmasters and had fun. Me and clint had to leave early because of some shit ill explain later. But it was ammusing while i was there.
Speaking of clint, he graduated, and he just turned 21 on friday. YAY, its about time lol. Hes doing alright, hes looking for work now. Trying to get up and running.
I am a builder on a mud once again. Right now i am making the Parlainth area. Which is rather groovey and junk. Gonna have a bit of quests and such for that area. but its prolly gonna be a while to compleate right now.
Oky, time for the shit. Yesterday, i got news that since i no longer have a job, i can no longer use the car except to go to school on mondays and thursdays. So that means no more driving to game, and no more hanging out online really. I was almost to the point of just taking the car and driving off. My dad would totaly let me use the car for game night, but the stepbitch said ' if he uses the car im moving out' So yeah, we can see where that went. So, now he will just drive me and clint to game, and possibly come pick us up. which means 2x the gas, and milage on the car. Which of course makes absolutly no sense at all. So, when i get a job, and get a beater car, im getting the fuck out. I cant take much more ostrization, from her, or her son byron.
I invited my friend lisa over to go swimming, and he starts talking shit to her when shes leaving. Luckilly shes a bit more mature than him and shrugged it off, but i was just about ready to jump him and beat the living fuck outta his face.
So now i again have 0 places to vent any stress. So that means i will prolly end up beating somone head in and killing him... but believe me, the world will be a better place if hes not in it.
Now for the big mind blowing part of the blog.... I am TG. For those of you who do not know, that means Transgendered. Which mean i want to be female because i belive alot of aspects about me are feminine. I wear skirts, i get a manicure and pedicure as often as i can. When i do i get them painted colors. I shave or when i can, wax my legs. I pretty much wear skirts when im not at home, which mean both here at school, and when i was working. I go out as fully female when me and some friends go out to clubs. I have everything from hair and makeup, to heels. And i dont look half bad. And it just feels right. So, when i actually get the money, i will start transitioning to become female. I dont expect any who read this to understand, but i can do my best to try to help that out. I really hope that i do not hurt any friendships. Im still the same person, I still like magic, i still like gaming, and still goofy as hell. So i dont want to lose the good freinds ive had for a long time.
So thats my life right now in a nutshell. For those of you who want to talk, email or IM me on a monday or thursday. so i can get it and respond to it."
GL/HF
Shane/Nicole