Hes hurt me immensely, blamed my every effort in life and insulted me completelu
When I broke down, and started calling him silly names again. He had to insult my effort of not leaving things in the past. What ive been tryin so hard to do so very much for most of the time ive been with him. I unsult him publicly out of my pain and despair. He leaves me this:
this is beyond ridiculous. i'm sorry you keep dwelling on this situation in the past but it's the PAST, and not only that, it's MINE. I've been nothing but patient waiting for this to either pass or for you to give me the opportunity to fix it. But nothing I've ever said has been good enough for you. You know what, I know you think about it a lot, but how much of that is honestly looking for a remedy and how much of it is just wanting it to win and take you over? I'd never do something like this so low to you. My inability to make this go away does not make me a bad person. I tried, and I tried, and I tried. You just couldn't let the past stay in the past. I can't really blame you, you're probably incapable. Unlike you, I won't condemn you for something you're incapable of doing.
A person cant even be desperately ill anymore, without this asshole doing this. I always suspected he wouldnt and doesnt appreciate my effort. Its heartbreaking. I dont wanna live. Am I a failure?