Jan 08, 2010 17:49
I've just broken down in tears. I cant help it. Far too much pain and confusion. Last night I was so close to death... I couldnt draw that bath because I knew I would use it to end it all. I cant bear this. Even when I know there are things that might make me smile for a second they are just not worth it... Before I know it that seconds over or it never even came around.
death,
depression,
suicide