(no subject)
Tonight I'm realizing...
...I really do have an abysmally bad work ethic.
...I still manage to be relatively successful...but that won't last forever.
...that WTF with my measurements? Why are they so weird?!
...that when somebody loves you, they will always see you as beautiful, no matter how dumpy and unfeminine you look in your choir gown.
...that that being said? My Love is a god. He really, truly is, and what makes it better is that he genuinely doesn't realize how gorgeous he is. I want him sculpted, or at least captured on film, preserved in the the raw, natural, youthful beauty he exudes.
...that being in a relationship makes you more appealing to guys. And the more committed, happy, and secure you are in your relationship, the more single, lonely guys you attract. And I am very committed, happy, and secure...
...that despite the attention, I've no inclination, not even the least bit of curiosity, to stray at all- even when horny, drunk, and lonely.
...that I am so blessedly content with him and our relationship. What we have is rare and beautiful, but...
...that it is not fragile or timid- it's strong, honest, and true. It's enduring.
...that making mixtapes is therapeutic and actually exciting (!)
...that another 8 days is way too far away- I may fall off the wagon (prompting the realization that I probably am hornier than he is. Or at least, he has better self-control.)
...that there are few things in this world that make you feel better than being awakened by your love telling you that he's simply called you because he has realized how much he truly loves you.
...that the only thing better is being awakened (and poked) by your love lying next to you, telling you that he's realized how much he loves you.
...that missing someone doesn't get easier. But the reunions get better.
...I really do have an abysmally bad work ethic.
...I still manage to be relatively successful...but that won't last forever.
...that WTF with my measurements? Why are they so weird?!
...that when somebody loves you, they will always see you as beautiful, no matter how dumpy and unfeminine you look in your choir gown.
...that that being said? My Love is a god. He really, truly is, and what makes it better is that he genuinely doesn't realize how gorgeous he is. I want him sculpted, or at least captured on film, preserved in the the raw, natural, youthful beauty he exudes.
...that being in a relationship makes you more appealing to guys. And the more committed, happy, and secure you are in your relationship, the more single, lonely guys you attract. And I am very committed, happy, and secure...
...that despite the attention, I've no inclination, not even the least bit of curiosity, to stray at all- even when horny, drunk, and lonely.
...that I am so blessedly content with him and our relationship. What we have is rare and beautiful, but...
...that it is not fragile or timid- it's strong, honest, and true. It's enduring.
...that making mixtapes is therapeutic and actually exciting (!)
...that another 8 days is way too far away- I may fall off the wagon (prompting the realization that I probably am hornier than he is. Or at least, he has better self-control.)
...that there are few things in this world that make you feel better than being awakened by your love telling you that he's simply called you because he has realized how much he truly loves you.
...that the only thing better is being awakened (and poked) by your love lying next to you, telling you that he's realized how much he loves you.
...that missing someone doesn't get easier. But the reunions get better.