I dont know, I dont know what hes after...hes so beautiful...such a beautiful disaster...
So...today I feel like C-R-A-P dont ask why...I just do...lol Lets see...last night I talked to mike for a while...in case all of you are wondering who he is...Ill put some pics up on here...
Today I will probably get ready...and go lookin for jobs. If anyone knows of any places...please let me know. I really need one.
Ive learned that its really hard to hold on to something that doesnt really want to be held on to...kinda sucks huh...but...oh well...Ive been very bitter when it comes to love lately. Its harder for me to open up, and I cant seem to stop thinking about how things would be if I could just have what I want. But surely...I know God will provide, and I know He is the only true thing that can make me happy. So I put my trust in him...its hard to just get in your car and not know where you are going...ya know...like just to go out, and drive. Its kind of like that. I worry, will I run out of gas, will I get a flat tire, will I get in a wreck along the way. Life is just a really big road trip with nothing but dead animals on the side of the road, bumpy highways and a lot of really big semi trucks that drive really slow and get in your way. But I figure as long as I follow the speed limit, I'll be ok...
Yeah sorry about all that rambling...but...nothin better to say I guess! lol Im outtie...later yall...call me! Ya know the number...
Love always,
*amber*
this is mike!
and this used to be his car...I know...HOTNESS!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!
I love cars...