Jun 05, 2012 19:23
I feel like a volcano about to explode. Actually, many of the women I interacted with today were agitated. I found it interesting, given that Venus has been making her grand transit across the face of the sun since 3 pm this afternoon. Who knew the Divine Feminine would be so volatile? It made me think, which only added to my discontent.
I am ready for all this sacrifice and striving to pay off in a bigger way than it has thus far. The progress is wonderful and I appreciate it. I appear to have found myself in a very special place that could give me everything I’ve been wanting. But ‘things’ are not noticeably better yet. I’m exhausted from the monolithic effort and the blind faith in the face of constant darkness.
There comes a point when celebrating baby steps is no longer satisfying.
This weeks goal has become to grit my teeth and simply make it through. I have a feeling I am just around the corner from the good stuff but I need to remain disciplined, focus and not do something rash.
I’m not asking for anything opulent. Yet. Just the basics and a little fun every so often.