Nov 03, 2005 13:24
Sometimes I wonder if that's really me in the reflection. When I look myself in the eye sometimes it's almost like an out of body experience. I know that technically th person standing there, the skin, the teeth, the hair, the finger nails. It's all me. But I don't relate to the image reflected at all. That's not how I feel.
Most of the time I'm thinking about my day, or the day before. Nothing deep. Sorry. While physical appearance is somewhat important to me, I'll admit, I don't spend time dwelling on it. Somedays I'm disgusted with the reflection, other days I'm enticed. I'm very vain but I'm also insecure. I don't think I look particularly good, I just care a lot about how I look. (If that makes sense.)
But you know what? I still think I'm prettier than Alan Shore. (Then I've never seen him in lipstick.)
Victoria Gray
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