If you could take back one thing you said in anger, what would it be and why?

[victoria_gray]

I can't go back to everytime I was angry and produce a specific time that I'd like to take back what was said. Because I'd like to take back everything I've said in anger. Everything I say in anger is out of spite. Meant to sting and bruise and hurt. When I get upset I get defensive and rude. I always say things that I later regret. Unless of course I exit in time to prevent such things from being said. I refuse to let things cool down before discussing them. All problems need to be worked out immediately. This doesn't work with me though because I'm irrational when I'm upset. It's pretty pathetic really. Like a hostile child. All of my closest friends know this. I'm sure they've suffered my wrath at least once. But you know what? They stay. They let me calm down and explain myself. They understand me or at least make an effort to try. So maybe it's better if I don't take anything back. What's said is said and I'm not going to be changing anytime soon. My fits of immaturity and the nasty things I say in the heat of the moment weed out those who couldn't deal with me, or won't want to in the future.

Victoria Gray
Original Fiction

ooc: Getting my voice back....slowly.