Jun 02, 2008 22:28
Kampai.
First post. What to say? Talk about myself, maybe?
I'm not so good at talking about 'me'. I guess if I summarised; I'm a college kid. I study Art & Design, Philosophy, and Computing. I like to hide myself behind my clothes. My art is fairly dark, it probably takes influence from some of the philosophy, some of my own life, of course; art that's personal to the artist is the best kind of art. It's all about sharing and not being alone. At least, that's the idea. I love Silent Hill. I like long walks on the beach, especially the rocky ones, and candle lit cakes. I lie. I don't care about the candles.
I haven't had many amazingly significant, life changing events in my time; for the most part, it's been pretty boring. One of the things I find funny about myself is the pretentious way I write - and I write a fair amount; creative writing, mostly. I mean, usually, the pretentious writers have complex and mysterious backgrounds, whereas I have nothing, if I'm being honest. I sometimes think I don't have the right to feel sad or distressed. Such emotions belong to the one's who truly suffer; the real ones, not the fake. I feel I should say that I am actually capable of being cheery, but only when occupied. Distracted, more like. Sorry, trying to be cheery.
Apologies. Again. I may seem like a bit of a case. The truth is, when I write, I feel at liberty to practice being the 'me' that I'd sometimes like to be in my physical life. My thoughts are a slur, but I understand them, it doesn't, however, come to good value if I can't communicate my thoughts well. Which I often can't. When I write, there's more time to think.
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