Garsh...
Well okay mabie i lied. I cant help but feel like i must update. I spend countless hours on here late at night just reading and commenting on my friends journals. I guess its just frustratng not being able to be on MY computer and have it at my disposal whenever i wish. But i suppose i can give this a shot. I might not update a whole lot but... i might as well keep myself busy with something.
I should be sleeping right now. I have to get up and go to the rec center with megan at like 10. Which means i have to be up a bit earlier. I didnt even do my laundry yet. Poo. Hopeflly i get up when nick calls me and i throw some in. I love my boyfriend. He means so much to me. I can only imagine how boring this is reading about my boyfriend but oh what an amazing guy. hee hee. I'm lucky. I came home tonight and found found somethings out. Both rather surprising and its really a big deal to my parents. One has to do with me and its like just another reason for my mom to preach to me about my life. Its also scary.
I want to be on MY SUPER SWEET 16. But i'll make it "My Super Great 20th". haha. I'm seriously gunna have one. Mabie even a surprise one. (*wink wink* to all my friends. Get together now...) haha But anyways. I am trying to get my life in order. I dont feel like i really have any kind of, like order or set way in my life. I just kinda go with things and its fine for me but i really affect others in my life. Its not easy to guess what another person is like or what they are doing or will do. I dont think that makes any sence. I just need to grow up. NOT change. Just get my life organized. A good change in my ways. Ya know? I need to get school back. I need to find another job. (jennifer campbell?) lol I want to be healthy and smart. Organized and mature.
Well, this week was cool. My aunt "bunny" had a baby. Brayden Thayne Winters. I was at the hospital with her and my family till 4ish. She was in labor for 20 hours. ISH. lol At 4am the family left to go and get rest then 4:30 they decide a C section is the only way to go... nice huh? lol 20 hours of labor, for that. haha Great lady is she.
Latly while working, i find myself reuniting with old friends. I see people i havent seen or even spoken to since graduation or before that. Its cool to see everyone again and like, see how everyone has changed. I think about how i must seem to these people compared to all their change... and i really would like to be able to see things from other peoples prespectives. I'm with myself every day. I dont notice my change as much. haha. Ya know? Well yea.
Well tomorrow i have an AM workout date with my megan. Then a shoe shopper-oo with jen campbell. Bowling in the PM with my one and only and family. Then SLEEP? Saturday plans to be a most... well i'll call it productive day. Right jen?!?!?!?!
Well i am off to bed.... show me the love.
I should be sleeping right now. I have to get up and go to the rec center with megan at like 10. Which means i have to be up a bit earlier. I didnt even do my laundry yet. Poo. Hopeflly i get up when nick calls me and i throw some in. I love my boyfriend. He means so much to me. I can only imagine how boring this is reading about my boyfriend but oh what an amazing guy. hee hee. I'm lucky. I came home tonight and found found somethings out. Both rather surprising and its really a big deal to my parents. One has to do with me and its like just another reason for my mom to preach to me about my life. Its also scary.
I want to be on MY SUPER SWEET 16. But i'll make it "My Super Great 20th". haha. I'm seriously gunna have one. Mabie even a surprise one. (*wink wink* to all my friends. Get together now...) haha But anyways. I am trying to get my life in order. I dont feel like i really have any kind of, like order or set way in my life. I just kinda go with things and its fine for me but i really affect others in my life. Its not easy to guess what another person is like or what they are doing or will do. I dont think that makes any sence. I just need to grow up. NOT change. Just get my life organized. A good change in my ways. Ya know? I need to get school back. I need to find another job. (jennifer campbell?) lol I want to be healthy and smart. Organized and mature.
Well, this week was cool. My aunt "bunny" had a baby. Brayden Thayne Winters. I was at the hospital with her and my family till 4ish. She was in labor for 20 hours. ISH. lol At 4am the family left to go and get rest then 4:30 they decide a C section is the only way to go... nice huh? lol 20 hours of labor, for that. haha Great lady is she.
Latly while working, i find myself reuniting with old friends. I see people i havent seen or even spoken to since graduation or before that. Its cool to see everyone again and like, see how everyone has changed. I think about how i must seem to these people compared to all their change... and i really would like to be able to see things from other peoples prespectives. I'm with myself every day. I dont notice my change as much. haha. Ya know? Well yea.
Well tomorrow i have an AM workout date with my megan. Then a shoe shopper-oo with jen campbell. Bowling in the PM with my one and only and family. Then SLEEP? Saturday plans to be a most... well i'll call it productive day. Right jen?!?!?!?!
Well i am off to bed.... show me the love.