Be A Dreamer...
I am putting forth far too much of an effort. I am probably sounding rude, or like totaly stuck up but i mean its not like i expect anything from anyone. I just feel unappreciated. I always try to not be upset about anything. I always try and not let things get to me but everything is pushing me to the limit right about now. I was really optimistic about this whole christmas thing... when i am usualy far from jolly. But now, its like my sleigh just crashed and burned. So fuck this christmas thing. 250+ dollars... for nothing. There are only a few ppl that matter anymore. Thanks to them, i aint too depressed.