I'm sorry me
So these lonely tears are streaming down my face one by one. Only signifying the dissapointment i have within myself. I am a big time failure. I am a total let-down and i am so sick of myself right now, i wouldnt mind kicking the shit outta me, or doing worse. I cant stand myself. I am such a big time loser. Sometimes you have to look at your life in the big picture, what is it i want, what is it that makes me happy, and what is it that i am doing that will make thoes happen. I am doing neither. I am so sick of myself i seriously wish i wasnt me right now. My heart is seriously broken. How stupid is that. I have reached rock bottom.
I am just going to go watch Finding Nemo or Vanilla Sky and cry myself to sleep, becuase well... mabie it will take my mind off me. The big loser. I can reach no goal in my life, i can reach no standard for myself.
I wish it was like... over. That brings a smile to the face. I am having this breakdown. I am in pieces. I dont want to be put back together. Everything going on in my life right now... its catching up and i'm done with alot of shit right now. I just quit.
So Yea... bye
I am just going to go watch Finding Nemo or Vanilla Sky and cry myself to sleep, becuase well... mabie it will take my mind off me. The big loser. I can reach no goal in my life, i can reach no standard for myself.
I wish it was like... over. That brings a smile to the face. I am having this breakdown. I am in pieces. I dont want to be put back together. Everything going on in my life right now... its catching up and i'm done with alot of shit right now. I just quit.
So Yea... bye