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damn my emotions are going insane.
today i got a lot of thinking done while sitting outside.
whoever named emotions forgot to add many of them.
there is a gigantic gap in between the stages of like and love.
unless love is what i saw today.
today i saw love as attraction more than like, there isnt a emotion for inbetween.
so love is when you cant wait to see anyone, likeing someone more than your other freinds.
in that case i love some people.
but i dont think thats what love should be.
i think it is disgusting that our human emotions must have a step beyond like.
why must we be more attracted to people. why cant we all just be freinds and want nothing more. why do we want to be more than freinds. all relationships more than freinds come to an end, and usually end freindships.
i wish i could erase memories that keep me warm on the inside but at the same time make me want them to repeat.
on a brighter note my master plan is almost complete:
no matter how long it takes, things will be the way i want someday. they will be chill, they will be great, i dont care if i have to be a kid until im 40.
and i will take a companion or companions on my master quest with me, or i might go alone if i fail to have ones i love in the future.
i will buy a sailboat, it will be my most prized possesion. i will stock up on beer and everything i want. i will sail. i will sail. i will sail. on and on and on.
i will sail the entire world until i have found my master plan. it will be an island. a beautiful island i will call home. uninhibitated by any other person. i will settle on this island and live. i will live a beautiful life dependent on nature.i will fish and drink and dance naked around a fire, it will be beautiful, and no one will stop me.
ludicrous!
today i got a lot of thinking done while sitting outside.
whoever named emotions forgot to add many of them.
there is a gigantic gap in between the stages of like and love.
unless love is what i saw today.
today i saw love as attraction more than like, there isnt a emotion for inbetween.
so love is when you cant wait to see anyone, likeing someone more than your other freinds.
in that case i love some people.
but i dont think thats what love should be.
i think it is disgusting that our human emotions must have a step beyond like.
why must we be more attracted to people. why cant we all just be freinds and want nothing more. why do we want to be more than freinds. all relationships more than freinds come to an end, and usually end freindships.
i wish i could erase memories that keep me warm on the inside but at the same time make me want them to repeat.
on a brighter note my master plan is almost complete:
no matter how long it takes, things will be the way i want someday. they will be chill, they will be great, i dont care if i have to be a kid until im 40.
and i will take a companion or companions on my master quest with me, or i might go alone if i fail to have ones i love in the future.
i will buy a sailboat, it will be my most prized possesion. i will stock up on beer and everything i want. i will sail. i will sail. i will sail. on and on and on.
i will sail the entire world until i have found my master plan. it will be an island. a beautiful island i will call home. uninhibitated by any other person. i will settle on this island and live. i will live a beautiful life dependent on nature.i will fish and drink and dance naked around a fire, it will be beautiful, and no one will stop me.
ludicrous!