So my greatgrandfather (pappap) died last wednesday.
and the family stuff was sunday and today.
and my eyes feel swollen.
I keep hearing his voice in my head.
BEAUTIFUL casket, BEAUTIFUL ceremony.
I want to be burned.
from ashes to ashes.
from dust to dust.
I don't believe we should be preserved.
I feel like... God's coming back.
Halloween was fun.
I had fun.
Only one clown.
I have wings now from Yaritza, which makes me happy.
*actual conversation on the way home from Lakeland:*
dad: well, it's not her fault, you should've called her.
me: She should have called ME before cancelling any- CAMELS!! THERE'S CAMELS!!!
I'm not gunna vote.
I don't know who to vote for.
But I just want this election to be over.
We should just start the recount now.
hey, please don't die.
unless I don't like you; then, feel free.