Life is going to get you down if all you think about is the pain...
ya know.. whenever i read these livejournals that ppl do, they just use it to bitch... ya know.. bitchin on the internet doesnt make you original... thats what websites are for... everyone depressed... everyone is sick of life... everyones hurt... and bitches about it, ya i know thats insensitive... but jesus christ, talk to someone about it, thats alot better then bitching about it on cyber space, its not like the internet talks back to you... not yet atleast. Ya know... we all feel like shit from time to time.. all feel like no one cares about us.. and we're alone... but if you have friends... parents... dog/cat/bird/fish, your never alone... your always surrounded by love, which is what makes life worth living. Me personally, i'm starting to find out that hey, ya know, life isnt so bad.. we're not here long... someone of us just try too hard to get to know themselves.. but that takes ages to do... its not something you can do in a year... less ya take alot of e. haha. "JUST GO WITH IT" fuck em all, they badmouth you... dont spend a fucking hour typing how 7 words hurt you... just fuck it... "life is going to get you down if all you think about is the pain". put life to the fullest. make it what you want. no one wants pain... but thats what we're dealt with... its something EVERYONE goes through... sure.. our friends might let us down... jerk us around.. use us... so what. The good times... we all have great times in our life with our friends... why not start writing about good times... the times you'll never forget... it'll make for much interesting topics then pain. pain makes people feel bad... then when they feel bad.. you often feel worse... talking to them in person rather than the net is MUCH better idea. start acting like humans... sure humans hurt... animals hurt too, ect, ect. I'm loving life right now... i'm starting to pull my shit together... i drink and smoke... but within reason though... i'm not doing it every night... maybe once a week if i'm lucky. great friends... sometimes a little bit goofy and assholes... but good overall people. live for the moment... cause the moment might be over soon.
shawn
shawn