It's snowing..=)
This is odd, i had a mind full of writings to put down. All the morose and melencholy thoughts still stuck in my mind made fresh as i was looking through my older poetry. i hated all my works then, maybe because they reminded me how much i hurt then. but as i look back on them it reminds me of how unsure i am with myself still. works like this i
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You damn well know that.
I love your writing.
Anthony, yes, I am still suffering.
But to the least bit of what we've felt before. I've grown a lot and all my thanks goes to you.
Honestly, I'll be alright. I know it may not seem like I am, but I will be.
I love life, and there is so much more things that I'm learning to love and make everyday totally worth it. But there will always be that greater swell in my heart of darkness that lingers. It may be gone, but it's memory is always on me like a shadow. And that's okay too, cause I've learned to almost love it. Well, at least live with it in content.
Don't be worried. I know that we never talk and everything. But I honestly don't think that the time or distance effects the connection we'll always have. In a sense, I've moved on. But it doesn't mean my journey can't come back to where I've already been. The past is the past, but revisiting old homes is always there.
I'm glad you're doing better than before. Out of anyone in the world, you deserve it most. I'll always believe that.
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