I need to say something to you as someone reaching out because I think you are in a place where you do not need to be. I don't want to pretend to know you, but this is just from gathering from your entries on what I relate to. I think you have a huge heart that you are wasting on one person, or self-sacrifice or some other bullshit. This world needs people that are FOR life. And you've had people in your life who have tried to suck it all out of you. You need to take it back eventually. There may be some healing time involved but you need to be proactive in getting what you need to speed up the process. The most important thing is separating yourself from the leeches. I also don't think you are the LiveJournal type. Your someone that will write after he feels he has lived and got around not because of some self-directed lust like many of the writers on LJ. You need to leave this time behind you and not look back.
shouldn't say you are not the LJ type. I just read back something I wrote years on a messageboard type thing. Looking at it I wonder if it really may have helped me at the time with what I was going through. I really can have no idea of your current state of mind. But just pointing out how it is best to get out and after it :)
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