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dedicated to little_passions for being such a sweet girl ♥
It hadn’t been a coincidence. Now that they have the freedom to do the things they want, Jaejoong had purposely arranged his fanmeet schedule to be as close as possible to his beloved. He had specifically asked the staff to arrange the same local organizer, bodyguards, transport and hotels as close as possible without being too suspicious.
Yunho was aware of it all. Aware that he never had the key to his own liberty since the day he signed the lifetime contract, despite the leader title. He had let his lover arrange everything, passing on details he obtained from the manager about their schedule. TVXQ's schedule has lived up to insanity, from Las Vegas to Shanghai, struggling Seoul & Tokyo in between till he couldn't keep up anymore.
On that fateful night in Shanghai, bright lights across the metropolitan city, they eventually met after being months apart.
'I Still Have A Long Way Until Adulthood'
“What’s this?”
“Just read it baby. I finished it a while ago but never got the chance to give it to you.” He said with a soft smile. “It makes me think deeply about our relationship, our life.” I hope you'll understand.
“I promise to read it.” He sealed his words with a kiss. “Thank you for arranging everything, you’ve always had the potential to be a leader and look at where you are now.”
“It was triggered by our circumstances Yunho. I used to depend and lean on you all the time in the past. Now I try to do it all on my own, but I feel incomplete. I’ll always be incomplete until the day we can all be together again.”
“You’re not alone Jae. I don’t think I can ever get used being without your cooking, your motherly care, everything about you. I missed you till it suffocates me sometimes.” He pulled Jaejoong close and breathed onto his shoulder, kissing his soft skin in the process.
“Well you know what they say. Behind a great man is a greater man on his back.” Jaejoong said, trying to lift up the atmosphere. He had worked hard planning this night and wanted to make their meeting worth it.
“I believe the correct term is a greater woman.” Yunho chuckled tiredly. “I love you.”
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The next morning, despite exhausted limbs telling him to rest, with dark sunglasses attached to his face and countless stalker vans following them, he took out the valuable gift Jaejoong wanted him to read and scanned the contents.
“Why did it have to like this? As compared to obtaining love, the damage/hurt received are often more deeply rooted; as compared to things that we already have, things that are not obtainable are more precious, even stronger desires to possess it; we that blindly envy others. Really, why should it be like that?
Hope you can become happy. I want to say this to myself. Whether it was me who live today as the same as yesterday or me who live differently from yesterday, the me who feels satisfied, the me who found happiness within me, I want to be like this...”
He was halfway done reading as they landed back in Seoul. He was starting to understand the Jaejoong’s intended message to him and thought he should let the other know. He pulled out his phone and hoped he can type without interruptions.
“Jaejoong-ah, this battle we’re fighting through will end one day. Long distance relationship hasn’t been easy but we made it this far, didn’t we? What we have is far too special to give up just because we can’t be physically together like we used to. I’ll see you again in Seoul love, take care.”
when random inspiration strikes, this is the result :3 hoped you guys liked it & happy holidays everyone ♥♥♥
It hadn’t been a coincidence. Now that they have the freedom to do the things they want, Jaejoong had purposely arranged his fanmeet schedule to be as close as possible to his beloved. He had specifically asked the staff to arrange the same local organizer, bodyguards, transport and hotels as close as possible without being too suspicious.
Yunho was aware of it all. Aware that he never had the key to his own liberty since the day he signed the lifetime contract, despite the leader title. He had let his lover arrange everything, passing on details he obtained from the manager about their schedule. TVXQ's schedule has lived up to insanity, from Las Vegas to Shanghai, struggling Seoul & Tokyo in between till he couldn't keep up anymore.
On that fateful night in Shanghai, bright lights across the metropolitan city, they eventually met after being months apart.
'I Still Have A Long Way Until Adulthood'
“What’s this?”
“Just read it baby. I finished it a while ago but never got the chance to give it to you.” He said with a soft smile. “It makes me think deeply about our relationship, our life.” I hope you'll understand.
“I promise to read it.” He sealed his words with a kiss. “Thank you for arranging everything, you’ve always had the potential to be a leader and look at where you are now.”
“It was triggered by our circumstances Yunho. I used to depend and lean on you all the time in the past. Now I try to do it all on my own, but I feel incomplete. I’ll always be incomplete until the day we can all be together again.”
“You’re not alone Jae. I don’t think I can ever get used being without your cooking, your motherly care, everything about you. I missed you till it suffocates me sometimes.” He pulled Jaejoong close and breathed onto his shoulder, kissing his soft skin in the process.
“Well you know what they say. Behind a great man is a greater man on his back.” Jaejoong said, trying to lift up the atmosphere. He had worked hard planning this night and wanted to make their meeting worth it.
“I believe the correct term is a greater woman.” Yunho chuckled tiredly. “I love you.”
--
The next morning, despite exhausted limbs telling him to rest, with dark sunglasses attached to his face and countless stalker vans following them, he took out the valuable gift Jaejoong wanted him to read and scanned the contents.
“Why did it have to like this? As compared to obtaining love, the damage/hurt received are often more deeply rooted; as compared to things that we already have, things that are not obtainable are more precious, even stronger desires to possess it; we that blindly envy others. Really, why should it be like that?
Hope you can become happy. I want to say this to myself. Whether it was me who live today as the same as yesterday or me who live differently from yesterday, the me who feels satisfied, the me who found happiness within me, I want to be like this...”
He was halfway done reading as they landed back in Seoul. He was starting to understand the Jaejoong’s intended message to him and thought he should let the other know. He pulled out his phone and hoped he can type without interruptions.
“Jaejoong-ah, this battle we’re fighting through will end one day. Long distance relationship hasn’t been easy but we made it this far, didn’t we? What we have is far too special to give up just because we can’t be physically together like we used to. I’ll see you again in Seoul love, take care.”
when random inspiration strikes, this is the result :3 hoped you guys liked it & happy holidays everyone ♥♥♥