Jul 19, 2005 23:53
I'm bored and feeling brutally honest... If you want advice or my opinion thats purely honest ask me now otherwise I might sugar coat it or deverge your attention somewhere else. People should be honest more. I say to many white lies.
I'm bored.
Living here in New Waterford is boring. All people do is either drink or if they're not old enough they do something called "shootin the drag" this is where they drive up and down PLummer Ave. Thats it... thats all there is to it... driving up and down streets is peoples here only source of entertainment. I think I will become an alcoholic. I've been watching alot of t.v. thats all I have to do and its making me depressed and nocturnal. I think when I go home I will watch no, or little t.v. I hate it... it bores me and leaves me with an unfurfilled yearning for life.
Today there was a weiner roast at work. We roasted weiners over a fire and a band played and I danced with old people and sang "you are my sunshine" as loud as my thoart would allow.
It was hot today almost 30 degrees, reminded me of home and the weather you guys have been getting. I'm jealous, I want to head to the beach. I'm hoping it will be warm enough to go when I get home, I don't get much play time here so I need to catch up. I come home in 36 days.
I learned alot in this program. More than I have ever learned in school. Part of me wishes I could do this forever, but alot of me wants to go home. I will like to see how I changed because I know I have and it will only become evident when I return. I will miss it. I met some of the most amazing people on this trip, I've seen things I would have never imagined. My entire perpective on the world has changed. I wish I could take everyone I meet home with me.. for everyone to have a place wherever I go... but alas I can not, so I will always keep them in my heart and may god bless.
I haven't talk to my mother for a long time. I think they might be in Vancouver... they have gone on a wack load of "family" vacations... figures. I don't mind though. I'm just pissed because I have always talked about how I wish to go to B.C. and see the mountains, I dream about them. My father still owes me a trip though so maybe I'll get him to take me up there. Plus now I have friends I can go visit... everything is coming up Victoria.
I made a friend within the community... I hate her... well I don't hate her but she's a ditzy little cheerleader who works with me so I rather not asociate with her... enough said. I also met 2 boys while I was really drunk one night, there names where Brent and Neil but Brent looked like birtch so I keeped calling him Birtch and Neil looked like a tall version of that Little Phil boy,,, so I kept on calling him little Phil. I love things that remind me of home. I miss home..l ok I have to go to sleep... goodnight, sweet dreams, don't let the bed bugs bite and all of that jazz.
LOVE VICTORIA