*Crushed*
*Journal*
Shew my gawd! Why is it that everytime I get happy it comes crashing down before me?? I didn't goto Clara's today...Turns out that Felix and Laura told her mom about me and Louie making out and now he isn't allowed down there anymore..I haven't talked to him in 2 damn days..
Today is my Papaw's birthday and while we was at his house mom walked home to get somethiing then walked back to his house..Well when she came in there she told me that someone from a cell-phone number had called and left a message and that it sounded like a guy..Well me being paranoid I figured that it might have been Louie..So I ran home out of breathe up to the house and busted through the door and cut on the answering machine..
It was at 6:25, and it was Clara's voice..I think..And it said: "She's not home."..And then they hung up..WEIRD..I flipped out thinking that it might have been Clara calling for Louie or something and maybe telling him that I wasn't home..I tried calling Clara..But the line is constantly busy..I cried when Clara told me that he wasn't allowed back to her house..At that moment I welled up with tears..Afraid that he would just forget all about me..That often happens...I just *hope* I see him or talk to him again soon..And that he doesn't go out and find a girlfriend..Unless it is me..<3..Well I am going to go and try my best to call Clara..She is having a friend over there, so I doubt she will answer..But still...
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Vickie
Shew my gawd! Why is it that everytime I get happy it comes crashing down before me?? I didn't goto Clara's today...Turns out that Felix and Laura told her mom about me and Louie making out and now he isn't allowed down there anymore..I haven't talked to him in 2 damn days..
Today is my Papaw's birthday and while we was at his house mom walked home to get somethiing then walked back to his house..Well when she came in there she told me that someone from a cell-phone number had called and left a message and that it sounded like a guy..Well me being paranoid I figured that it might have been Louie..So I ran home out of breathe up to the house and busted through the door and cut on the answering machine..
It was at 6:25, and it was Clara's voice..I think..And it said: "She's not home."..And then they hung up..WEIRD..I flipped out thinking that it might have been Clara calling for Louie or something and maybe telling him that I wasn't home..I tried calling Clara..But the line is constantly busy..I cried when Clara told me that he wasn't allowed back to her house..At that moment I welled up with tears..Afraid that he would just forget all about me..That often happens...I just *hope* I see him or talk to him again soon..And that he doesn't go out and find a girlfriend..Unless it is me..<3..Well I am going to go and try my best to call Clara..She is having a friend over there, so I doubt she will answer..But still...
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Vickie