Long time, no... READ!
Yeah, ok. I KNOW I haven't been on this damn thing lately. Shit has been flyin' for a DAMN long while now. Dealt with a lot of shit and wonder why the fuck I'm even still standing. I have a lot of shit that I still have to deal with, but hey! I guess that's what therapy's for. Yep! I go to a quack. Ok, now for those of you who've been wondering why the fuck I've been so fucken distant, here's why:
1. boyfriend WAS kinda sorta without a home for a good week
2. BAAAAAAD experience with alcohol *not drinking for a while.... Make that a LONG while*
3. probation @ work
4. a plethora of withdrawls from classes
5. my dad meeting Ben's grandfather *bad news in itself*
6. l<-this->l close to being expelled, not so much for co-habitation, but for threatening to whoop the shit outta my roommate, so I currently have a pseudo restaining order
7. me VS. family *they found out about the BAAAAAAD experience*
8. carless
and I'll call this one the topper....
9. MY DAD IS A MOB LEADER...
Ok, that one I need to explain a little better. Apparently, my dad does favors for those who he considers "beneath him" (he considers one "beneath him" if you ask him for a favor of any kind). When my dad calls in the return favor, a number of people cannot pay back their debts, hence, when my dad might need something done, they'll do it so that my dad doesn't have them killed. EXAMPLE: my dad loaned one guy $10,000 and the guy couldn't pay him back. He offered his wife to my dad , but then he looked at him with disgust. Instead, my dad is like, "handle this person for me," and they'll do it. At first I didn't believe it, but apparently, my family has mafia ties. It's some crazy ass shit. And poor Ben. He has to deal with this shit. CRAZY! The funny thing is, more than half of you people reading this probably don't even think I'm telling the truth. Well, that's what's been going on lately. To Ce - I've been doing you a GREAT favor by not talking to you as much right now. We REALLY NEED TO TALK because you don't have the best image right now whatsoever. But yeah. On the plus, Ben comes over today and that always makes me happy, so YAY!
1. boyfriend WAS kinda sorta without a home for a good week
2. BAAAAAAD experience with alcohol *not drinking for a while.... Make that a LONG while*
3. probation @ work
4. a plethora of withdrawls from classes
5. my dad meeting Ben's grandfather *bad news in itself*
6. l<-this->l close to being expelled, not so much for co-habitation, but for threatening to whoop the shit outta my roommate, so I currently have a pseudo restaining order
7. me VS. family *they found out about the BAAAAAAD experience*
8. carless
and I'll call this one the topper....
9. MY DAD IS A MOB LEADER...
Ok, that one I need to explain a little better. Apparently, my dad does favors for those who he considers "beneath him" (he considers one "beneath him" if you ask him for a favor of any kind). When my dad calls in the return favor, a number of people cannot pay back their debts, hence, when my dad might need something done, they'll do it so that my dad doesn't have them killed. EXAMPLE: my dad loaned one guy $10,000 and the guy couldn't pay him back. He offered his wife to my dad , but then he looked at him with disgust. Instead, my dad is like, "handle this person for me," and they'll do it. At first I didn't believe it, but apparently, my family has mafia ties. It's some crazy ass shit. And poor Ben. He has to deal with this shit. CRAZY! The funny thing is, more than half of you people reading this probably don't even think I'm telling the truth. Well, that's what's been going on lately. To Ce - I've been doing you a GREAT favor by not talking to you as much right now. We REALLY NEED TO TALK because you don't have the best image right now whatsoever. But yeah. On the plus, Ben comes over today and that always makes me happy, so YAY!