Eat Quizno Subs!!!!!!
Ok, I had no idea for a title, so I just remembered what Ben and I had for dinner last nite. DAMN that was some good eatin'...GODDAMN!!! In any case, I can barely recall what's happened in the past couple of days. Well, our 1/4-of-a-anniversery was friday, when we had to pick up cierra from work. Now, I haven't told this part to Ben, but he came over and I was all happy as usual, but then he said I had to close my eyes but I just went back and forth from my closet and the bathroom and he left for a little bit. Then JP came in and i told him that Ben was in the study lounge so he went to go look for him. Then I was thinking about how I felt a little bad cuz it was the first time i didn't get him anything for a monthiversery, but i decided to play alicia keys - If i Ain't got you just cause everytime i hear it, i think of Ben, and then he came back in and he gave me a card and the damn music was playing so i started to get teary eyed. Then he gave me this pretty glass blown flower and i was tryin SOOO hard not to cry. It was just all so perfect. Like a fucken movie. Anyways, cierra met JP and at first i was pissed cuz it didn't seem like they understood that i was pulling them this huge ass favor outta my ass on ME AND BEN'S 3 months and Ben was getting all upset and i couldn't do a damn thing about it. on top of that, ben and i were trynna see jersey girl and there was horrible traffic to and from solano, so that didn't help at all. I kinda blacked out and stopped breathing on the way back to school and the thing that pissed me off was that Cierra didn't even notice. I coughed so much after that my face turned red. No offense to ben or anything, but Cierra's been my best for 4 years and that just kinda pissed me off. In any case, I realized that it's all good and JP and Cierra are together and that's the important thing. Ben and i missed the first 20 minutes or so, whiched pissed us both off, but he cooled me down and i finally got to enjoy the movie. Let's see, what else? OH SNAPS! Shit! I spent the night at Ben's house on Tuesday nite! His grandfather gave the ok, so I slept over and that was cool cause he told me that he's happy that his grandfather said ok because he wants his grandfather to get used to me spending the night in hopes that I can spend the night even more during the summer. That made my heart melt. It really did. I don't know. It's just the little things he'll say like that that'll make me love him even more. So anyways, I slept in the master bedroom and EVERYBODY KNOWS that I am SOOOO not the fucken morning person, but Ben woke me up, and I actually loved waking up. He crept up and laid down next to me and got under the sheets some and gave me a kiss. It was soooo fucken sweet. And the room was all sunny, it was great. Then he took a shower, so that gave me time to rest for a little while before i hopped in. Then his grandfather made us coffee and then after that, we just about had to jet, so that part sucked. Let's see. Well, it's about 10 and i have to meet up with mark for lunch at 1, but i'm thinking about visiting Ben at school right now. I guess cuz i'll already be down there and i think it'll be interesting. I don't know cuz at the same time, i don't wanna get him into trouble, but I know what imma do. It'll be sweet. Gotta go!