Feb 14, 2008 10:04
this nebulous brain connects points at the most random of all circumstances (read: today). it is uncanny how a song can transport me five years past to a specific feeling- one I will now only feel and be connected with in this form, by surprise. past time and choices and footsteps in unknown directions. past love(r)s and history, further off my story. through it all, this feeling remains.
it's nice, and acutely amplified by the bond I am currently sharing which, in its prevailing state, is instructing me to keep it together as we let it all go- it being our preconception of how this life thing works. today, I am indebted to naive optimism, insecurity, desire, solicitude, empathy, self-reliance and inspiration.
peak to peak, even if the next one has disappeared into the haze
even if we have.