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I've realized somthing about me that needs to change... I allways thought I was open and honest... I'm realizing that, that's not the full truth. I want to be honest and open. I've spent too many of my days being ashamed of who I am. I will not be ashamed anymore!
My down falls.
1)I fall in love too easy
2)when I don't get my way I get frustrated
3)I have terible work ethics
4)I have this strong desire to be "cool" and it stops me from being me, expecially at church... or actually... only at church...
5)I'm using my parrents by staying home, I'm terrible at keeping up with chores, and I expect things of my parrents that I shouldn't... expeccially as a 22 year old.
6)I'm greedy with my money. I'll give money to people to buy food, or take people out places... but I don't spend a dime on tithe weekly. I did catch up around winter time, but I did that out of guilt.
I could go on and on. I'm not the best guy you'd ever meet, and I should never be a leader, expecially of youth, because they are at the same level I am. I just happen to be 22, and have more experiance being their age. It's about time I be 22, and act 22... not 17-18.
Thank you for taking time to read my ventings about my self. I've been kinda down lately, and feeling like I'm the scum of the earth. I love you all very much! Have a great day!
My down falls.
1)I fall in love too easy
2)when I don't get my way I get frustrated
3)I have terible work ethics
4)I have this strong desire to be "cool" and it stops me from being me, expecially at church... or actually... only at church...
5)I'm using my parrents by staying home, I'm terrible at keeping up with chores, and I expect things of my parrents that I shouldn't... expeccially as a 22 year old.
6)I'm greedy with my money. I'll give money to people to buy food, or take people out places... but I don't spend a dime on tithe weekly. I did catch up around winter time, but I did that out of guilt.
I could go on and on. I'm not the best guy you'd ever meet, and I should never be a leader, expecially of youth, because they are at the same level I am. I just happen to be 22, and have more experiance being their age. It's about time I be 22, and act 22... not 17-18.
Thank you for taking time to read my ventings about my self. I've been kinda down lately, and feeling like I'm the scum of the earth. I love you all very much! Have a great day!