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i read a journal today of a guy who posts like every 4 days or so- i feel like i know so much about him. I should do that.
Been hella stressed lately with school and money. ughh money. I finished qunatitative methods with a B+ so im happy about that. Definitely my most difficult course. umm i wrote a 3 hour long english exam last night and have another 3 hour exam on saturday and then I am going home! I can't wait. the bf is a little upset - he doesnt want me to leave for that long but he willhave to suck it up.
we've only been dating for 2 months and im trying to convince him that a limit on xmas is fair! He won't. i spent $50 on him - but i know he's gonna spend like $120 or so on me. this means, that i have to go shopping. Mike lent me some $ for xmas. $300. $150 for rent $100 to get home and back and $50 toward the power bill. My life is so much fun.
I dreamt about home last night. it was interesting. the dog had a limp because he broke his leg earlier this year and i worried about him. really he's the only one i remember from the dream. but it was home
I have a date with someone who is not my boyfriend - and my bf knows about it - i didnt intend for it to be a date but the guy asked me to a movie - i love going to the movies! and i never ever ever get to go so i accepted. Now i feel like a dumbass. the guy is really hot though. Mmm guy. Going to see apocolypto - and we are going to get high before hand! thats what im actually excited about. havent been high in a realllly long time. i need to destress.
It feels like im married. I dont deal well with relationships. he is here all the time. he stays the night every night which is good. i want to see him -but every fucking day i have to pick up after him. every day! thats not fucking fair. its my apartment and its ok for me to make a little mess but a brand new mess everyday from you - not cool. something pisses me off about him every day. thats probably not good. and i try to talk to him about it - but the list is huge right now - so i would just be the bitchy nagging girlfriend. Is there an elegant way to go about this? Without making him hate me? maybe if i just post it here i will feel better
the tub ALWAYS drips when you get out of it - turn the knob 2 more centimeters to the right when you finish
you leave beer cans in the bathroom, in my bedroom, on the floor, on the table, AND when you do put them away you put them in the garbage - hello recycle
when you take blankets out of the linen closet dont just fold them up and put them on a chair when you finish - put them BACK IN the linen closet
don't wear your shoes in my apartment
when you cook try using one pan to fry it all instead of 3 - that you leave for days before you clean
half full coffee cups - every morning same deal with the beer cans - only make a half cup if thats all you're going to drink!!
plastic bags - everyday you come here you have 5 more plastic bags full of crap that you plunk down on my table and leave there - if you're gonna live here your stuff needs a place - make one
when you take showers you leave all your clothes behind the bathroom door until i move it - cant open the door all the way with that shit there!
drinks all my milk but never brings me more
smokes entirely too much -- leaves cigarette burning in ashtray, on other butts - causing them to ignite and stink like shit
omg this list really does go on forever if i think about it - even a little bit.
Been hella stressed lately with school and money. ughh money. I finished qunatitative methods with a B+ so im happy about that. Definitely my most difficult course. umm i wrote a 3 hour long english exam last night and have another 3 hour exam on saturday and then I am going home! I can't wait. the bf is a little upset - he doesnt want me to leave for that long but he willhave to suck it up.
we've only been dating for 2 months and im trying to convince him that a limit on xmas is fair! He won't. i spent $50 on him - but i know he's gonna spend like $120 or so on me. this means, that i have to go shopping. Mike lent me some $ for xmas. $300. $150 for rent $100 to get home and back and $50 toward the power bill. My life is so much fun.
I dreamt about home last night. it was interesting. the dog had a limp because he broke his leg earlier this year and i worried about him. really he's the only one i remember from the dream. but it was home
I have a date with someone who is not my boyfriend - and my bf knows about it - i didnt intend for it to be a date but the guy asked me to a movie - i love going to the movies! and i never ever ever get to go so i accepted. Now i feel like a dumbass. the guy is really hot though. Mmm guy. Going to see apocolypto - and we are going to get high before hand! thats what im actually excited about. havent been high in a realllly long time. i need to destress.
It feels like im married. I dont deal well with relationships. he is here all the time. he stays the night every night which is good. i want to see him -but every fucking day i have to pick up after him. every day! thats not fucking fair. its my apartment and its ok for me to make a little mess but a brand new mess everyday from you - not cool. something pisses me off about him every day. thats probably not good. and i try to talk to him about it - but the list is huge right now - so i would just be the bitchy nagging girlfriend. Is there an elegant way to go about this? Without making him hate me? maybe if i just post it here i will feel better
the tub ALWAYS drips when you get out of it - turn the knob 2 more centimeters to the right when you finish
you leave beer cans in the bathroom, in my bedroom, on the floor, on the table, AND when you do put them away you put them in the garbage - hello recycle
when you take blankets out of the linen closet dont just fold them up and put them on a chair when you finish - put them BACK IN the linen closet
don't wear your shoes in my apartment
when you cook try using one pan to fry it all instead of 3 - that you leave for days before you clean
half full coffee cups - every morning same deal with the beer cans - only make a half cup if thats all you're going to drink!!
plastic bags - everyday you come here you have 5 more plastic bags full of crap that you plunk down on my table and leave there - if you're gonna live here your stuff needs a place - make one
when you take showers you leave all your clothes behind the bathroom door until i move it - cant open the door all the way with that shit there!
drinks all my milk but never brings me more
smokes entirely too much -- leaves cigarette burning in ashtray, on other butts - causing them to ignite and stink like shit
omg this list really does go on forever if i think about it - even a little bit.