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Oct 24, 2004 16:00

Maybe the reason that I have been going so long between updates(well actually this one is really close to the last one, but im making a genearal statment) is that really nothing NEW has been happening. Wow, even in saying that i am reapeating what i wrote last entry. My life has been going at about the same rate for the last several months/years, a nice twist here and there would be great.

Sure things have been happening AROUND me. The redsox finnaly beating the yankees, that was great. I think its possibly the biggest thing to happen in my lifetime...always gotta keep things in perspective : ). There is an election going on, but i cant vote, and i think id do a better job than any of the candidates. Politics really strikes me as retarted. I dont understand why kerry cant just say to bush, "its ok to admit when your wrong, we all make mistakes, those of us who are smart recognize them and dont keep digging a bigger whole" that would make sense to me. Also, when bush says that kerry changes his views, i could swear that politicans were supposed to represent the public. If the public changes their view on an issue, shouldnt politicans change theirs? would make sense to me...but enough on politics. Im running in like 2000 whatever, so vote for me! i think eddy is gonna run w/ me, and candace will hopefully be ready for supreme court by then.

Back to my original topic, the last major event in my life was my parents divorce a lil less than a year and a half ago. Its had some good results, but i deffinetly wouldnt put it the "good events" catagory. Its an ongoing issue with its ups and downs and lefts and rights, but as for the inital happening, a year and half has gone by. So basically nothing really new has happened for a year and half. I think the last major change before that was starting high school, that was fun, but its deff not anything new by now. So...life is getting pretty boring. I think i am due for something really really big, preferably something that can get thrown into the good catagory. I'm not quite sure what im hoping will happen. Obviously something like the lottery would be nice, suddently becoming a celebrity would have its good side too. I doubt either of those things will happen though.

Finnaly finding a gf would be nice. I really dont understand how some of these people out there are finding people to go out with. Reminds me of that Seinfeld episode where jerry is explaining to Elaine how only 10% of the population is "dateable." She asks how everyone else gets together then, and im really testing my memory here, but i belive he says alchol(thats like top 10 words in difficulty to spell, another is chocoalte), it was something liek that. I was hoping that id be in that 10%, but maybe i should start drinking? jk...but seriously, what am i doing wrong here?

What else coudl be really big.....since im always thinking about track, getting to be super fast and qualifying for nationals would be nice, but i dont really even think that is the type of change im looking for right now. Meeting a whole bunch of new people would be nice. I wouldnt mind getting some new neighbors. The one next door on the right died like a year ago, and some new people moved in, dont talk to them so much. The neighbor on the left is fairly old, shes nice, but can be very annoying. Like she will have another neigbhor come to talk to us if were watching a dog and hes barking once in a while. Wow, we have lived RIGHT NEXT to you for more than 16 years, you can really come talk to us yourself. And its a dog! i mean barking annoys me too sometimes, but its dog's way of talking, deal with it. I want a dog. So maybe she will die soon, we can have some fun new neighbors, that woudl be great. Even better if htey had a 16 year old daughter ; ) lmao. The neigbor across the street killed some 86 year old lady a few weeks ago, ask me if you want the full story. But the point is, there is a room available across the street, i think its an apartment, maybe someone great will move in tehre.

Cant think of many other ways that my life could make some big change. But i guess the biggest changes are unexpected, so maybe something wiill just happen : ). Well if anyone has any ideas let me know....

Edit....and wow do i feel retarted for this being so similar a topic to sids. But i spent a lil while writing it, so ummm its still getting posted.
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