so lets talk about my weekend....shall we?

Dec 13, 2005 17:48

ON A HAPPY NOTE:
I spent pretty much the entire weekend with justin.
it was amazing.
we went to Great Wolf Lodge in Williamsburg.
it was so much fun.
I didnt want to get in the water at first
but then we both decided we would.
they had some sweet waterslides, so we went on those.
they were pretty freaking fast.
i got a little bit scared haha.
the park part of it was a ton of fun,
but the best part was being with justin.
boy am i lucky.
that kid is seriously amazing.
for anyone of you guys who know me really well,
you know that i am really freaking strange.
i can be myself completely around justin,
and he puts up with it haha.
hell, sometimes he even laughs at the stupid shit i say.
when i am with him everything is perfect.
im never nervous, or shy, or scared to say something.
i dont care what any of ypu guys say,
justin is the one i want to be with, forever.
we complement eachothers personalities so well.
when i am aggravated or upset, he calms me down.
and when he is aggrivated, i think i calm him down too.
just thinking about his makes me light up.
i dont know what i would do without him.
i honestly cant even think about how things would be
if i didnt have him.
he is the love of my life.
and i am so lucky to have found him so soon.

today was our 3-month. thats not a super long time,
but it doesnt matter.
we couldnt celebrate today, because he had to work,
so we're going to tomorrow.
and i cant wait.

i love him i love him i love him.

ON A NOT SO HAPPY NOTE:
i feel like im moving further and further away from my best friend
(you know who you are fool)
and i know it is my fault.
and i know that i need to change it.
i am just so fucking awful at time managment.
and it is so hard to be able to spend all the time you want with the person you love,
and your best friend (who you also love).
and i need to figure something out.
because if i lose you,
im a goner (or gonner? who knows).
you are like my freaking other half.
and ppplease forgive me for neglecting you.
i love you so much samantha rose.
<3<3<3<3
hang out with me PRONTO.
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