Nov 29, 2006 15:31
AND IM ALREADY LOSING MY MIND. i cant stand my parents. they are treating me like im some "screw-up" as i call it. They have told my sisters to learn from my mistakes and make sure they dont end up like me. i make one mistake, can admit to it, and still get shunned from my family. they seem to have lost all hope in me, as if i dont do well in school, as if i dont aspire to do things with my life. and i 've given up on persuading them to believe it because it is a hopeless battle to fight. i dont even mind being grounded as much as the fact that they are treating me like a patient in a mental institute. like a bomb waiting to go off, so they run the other way. its bullshit and i dont know how much more of this i can take. they're trying to get the best of me and it might just work.
THEY'VE STOOPED TO A LOWER LEVEL THAN EVER BEFORE. they've now put two smirnoff bottles in the refrigerator and are trying to pass them off as mine. they want me to admit to something even worse and its not going to happen. first of all, i made damn sure that all the bottles were out of the house and second, we didnt even have watermelon smirnoff, which is what has magically appeared in the fridge. i love it. its making them crazy. and while i am slowly losing my mind, i wont let them see it. we'll see how long this goes on before i just tell them to fuck themselves and i get the fuck outta here.