Can't Start A Fire Without A Spark, Even If We're Just Dancing In The Dark
Life's been interesting.
In retrospect, I've been missing someone who I have NOT forgotten about regardless what people may think. I havent spoken to that person, but one day the memories just kind of flooded back and I smiled. You may or may not read this, but I'll always remember those times. :) Thanks.
I've been talking to some people who I haven't quite neglected, but haven't really made time to see. I'm sorry. I'm such a horrible friend sometimes, I don't quite know why I deserve so many great friends. I've been helping one who is dear to me, just not as close as we once were. It flatters me that she can IM me and ask my advice and feels comfortable venting to me about problems in her life. I'm glad for that. It makes me feel good to know I can still help people, and that she views me as trustworthy. I've been having a good time reflecting on these moments lately, and I don't think I could be happier. I'm grateful that we'll always have conversations & memories, because I'd be so lost without them.
"Despair can ravage you, if you turn your head and look down the path that's lead you here. Cause what can you change?" - Saves the Day.
I'm ahead of my school work enough that I can spend more time lounging around and put putting. I'm excited about that. I have midterms coming up, but I'm not as nervous as I think I should be. I've formed alot of study groups. I'm excited about it. I've also been actively involved with the clubs & programs we've been setting up. I can't wait to officially start STAND. I'm more excited for the fact that this little project was Amy's idea and she's been so anxious to get it started. :) I'm happy I can help make someone's dreams come true, it makes me feel so great inside. I've recruited so many people to come to the meeting once we set it up. :):) I'm so happy.
PJ & my 11 month is Friday.. the 13th! What the eff is that about? haha. I'm soo supersititious. But nonetheless, I'm excited. I don't think we're doing anything special, as we don't have money to do anything, but next week I think we're planning to go see The Nightmare Before Christmas 3d! Woot! I'm really excited about it. Once again, cause I'm a loser.
I might go home that weekend. It's the weekend before my hell midterm week. I'm not sure though, I don't know. I'll figure it out though, I always do. I guess home would be a really good place to study.. (sorry for the lapse, I forget where I left off because I was buying my mom's christmas present from LOML..)
Anyway, I should be getting ready to go to class. <3 much love.