missing you
Since muimui arrived, LP has been sleeping with her grandparents. It isnt a choice we wanted coz there was no way i could handle both muimui n LP at one go. It has been 3 dreadful weeks now. There were times when it was sooo dreadful that i made SB fetch her from SK after work so i could play with her for a few hours before he sends her home again. But on weekends, i was granted the privilege to play and sleep with her. 2 out of 7 days in a week. it has made me miserable. not waking up beside her, not waking up wif her planting wet kisses on my cheeks, not waking up to her 'chak' antics...i feel like a horrible mother. i feel like ive neglected her. i feek like ive shirked all responsibilities in taking care of her. its my bad, i noe.
soon, it will be over. i will be moving back to SK. I will have the joy of taking care and showering my love to the
both of them. hurrah.