yes, another update....
hey...what's up kiddies...how have you all been?
well, as for me...it's been generally up and down...your probably scratching your head right now, and wondering why i have updated this thing, when otakon is going on right now, well...a few weeks ago, i decided not to go...there have been many reasons, i don't feel like getting into right now...but generally, i just didn't want to go.....
work's been very non-motivating, and i have been half-assing it on a day to day basis, and it shows and i think my bosses notice it, but quite frankly, i don't care...work's not really the focus on my mind these days, and they have to accept that...
i have been playing alot of the dancing game lately, and had even trekked already over to middletown to finally try out Supernova, which i love...it's such a relief to play something DDR on a decent machine.....i have gotten heavily back into it, possibly cuz of MJ, but i am still enjoying the dancing games alot more now than i had in recent years...
speaking of, how has it been for us?...honestly, i couldn't tell ya...i mean, i still love her to death, but we've hit a pretty big wall in our relationship recently....and we're trying to figure out how to deal with it i guess...i just hope it works out for the both of us, she means alot to me, and i just want her to be happy, at whatever cost...
life at home, has NOT been fun at all, to the point where i try to leave to go somewhere before people even get home, that way i don't have to deal with them...and the situation with my brother, is getting very dangerous and serious...it annoys me, saddens me, and infuriates me all at once, and we as a family, are gonna have to do something about it...
well, i'm gonna head on out, it's late and i wanna try and wake up semi-early...so take care kiddies...
oh, one thing i did learn from my recent adventures, is that you can't devote your trust, 100%, into anyone anymore....there's always something out there, if they want something bad enough, they will do whatever it takes, at whatever price, with a blatant disregard of others...including your friends, to get what they desire, and only themselves....
well, as for me...it's been generally up and down...your probably scratching your head right now, and wondering why i have updated this thing, when otakon is going on right now, well...a few weeks ago, i decided not to go...there have been many reasons, i don't feel like getting into right now...but generally, i just didn't want to go.....
work's been very non-motivating, and i have been half-assing it on a day to day basis, and it shows and i think my bosses notice it, but quite frankly, i don't care...work's not really the focus on my mind these days, and they have to accept that...
i have been playing alot of the dancing game lately, and had even trekked already over to middletown to finally try out Supernova, which i love...it's such a relief to play something DDR on a decent machine.....i have gotten heavily back into it, possibly cuz of MJ, but i am still enjoying the dancing games alot more now than i had in recent years...
speaking of, how has it been for us?...honestly, i couldn't tell ya...i mean, i still love her to death, but we've hit a pretty big wall in our relationship recently....and we're trying to figure out how to deal with it i guess...i just hope it works out for the both of us, she means alot to me, and i just want her to be happy, at whatever cost...
life at home, has NOT been fun at all, to the point where i try to leave to go somewhere before people even get home, that way i don't have to deal with them...and the situation with my brother, is getting very dangerous and serious...it annoys me, saddens me, and infuriates me all at once, and we as a family, are gonna have to do something about it...
well, i'm gonna head on out, it's late and i wanna try and wake up semi-early...so take care kiddies...
oh, one thing i did learn from my recent adventures, is that you can't devote your trust, 100%, into anyone anymore....there's always something out there, if they want something bad enough, they will do whatever it takes, at whatever price, with a blatant disregard of others...including your friends, to get what they desire, and only themselves....