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ok, so per joey's request I am revisiting and updating the journal. I'll go backward through fall.
Ok here is my Fall 2004 experience in a nutshell:
So, I made it to the second year of my acting class by some sweet miracle. At the beginning of class my acting was taking off and I was really growing now I'm stagnant but these things happen periodically so I'm not gonna die over it. Right now my rehersal partner is a guy and we get to do all sorts of fun set-ups like seducing eachother, breaking-up, cheating, high drama situations. Good times.
I started working in the office at my teaching job as well as teaching classes. It sucked big fat balls and I'm already out of the office after less than two months. She basically fired me but I already got to save for a car atleast and its not like I was having any fun. Well it was a lot of money but whats that worth if you become a zombie. She was so neurotic and had me so stressed out I never slept and usually cried on my way home. What the fuck, you know?
Since dropping all my asshole friends i met the coolest fucking person who also happens to be in my acting class. We have basically become attached at the hip or perhaps some other region of the body but nonetheless we've been having fun. for my birthday we went to the getty, for her birthday we went ice skating, for halloween we got drunk on sake and watched evil dead 2. she was a cat and i was a mouse. We met Billy Corgan last week at Virgin and he signed out books and made love to us with his eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!She's married to a musician who's from Argentia, and he's in a band. The singer in the band is this guy from Brazil who I've been banging and now my thighs are absolutely fucked up and covered in bruises and bite marks and shit. Actually my whole body looks kind of like a beat up ho. I think its fucking hysterical I showed him all the bruises last night when i went to show him my car and he thought it was pretty funny as well and gave me a couple new ones. He also gave me some fuzzy dice for my car. I got drunk and fell asleep at his place until 5 am i was supposed to be home at 3 am so I'm taking my mom to lunch to make it up to her. She loses sleep over that stuff, crazy woman.
Like a week ago i saw someone who i havent seen in forever and my whole body froze and completely went into shock it was an awesome feeling but kind of sick if you know what i mean. in some ways i hate the idea that my life is heading in another direction. at this point i can still see people in the area and hang out at kaldi or whatever but i have a feeling that sooner than later my life is going to completely detach from south pas and everyone i know here. of course thats good if it means im actually getting a life but theres so much unresolved here. boys i never got to fuck, boys i fucked a couple times but want to again, pointless conversation at kaldi..............it'll be so sad to leave it all behind. ok enough of the sobbing.
I have a date to do shrooms with joey and josh is going to drive im so excited because i havent done them in so long like a year so this is a much needed trip for me.
By the way were all going to hell since Bush is prez so i feel inclined to do whatever the hell i want.
and today i have to go get my hyappy little camry registered. Sothis is melissa, signing out.
Ok here is my Fall 2004 experience in a nutshell:
So, I made it to the second year of my acting class by some sweet miracle. At the beginning of class my acting was taking off and I was really growing now I'm stagnant but these things happen periodically so I'm not gonna die over it. Right now my rehersal partner is a guy and we get to do all sorts of fun set-ups like seducing eachother, breaking-up, cheating, high drama situations. Good times.
I started working in the office at my teaching job as well as teaching classes. It sucked big fat balls and I'm already out of the office after less than two months. She basically fired me but I already got to save for a car atleast and its not like I was having any fun. Well it was a lot of money but whats that worth if you become a zombie. She was so neurotic and had me so stressed out I never slept and usually cried on my way home. What the fuck, you know?
Since dropping all my asshole friends i met the coolest fucking person who also happens to be in my acting class. We have basically become attached at the hip or perhaps some other region of the body but nonetheless we've been having fun. for my birthday we went to the getty, for her birthday we went ice skating, for halloween we got drunk on sake and watched evil dead 2. she was a cat and i was a mouse. We met Billy Corgan last week at Virgin and he signed out books and made love to us with his eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!She's married to a musician who's from Argentia, and he's in a band. The singer in the band is this guy from Brazil who I've been banging and now my thighs are absolutely fucked up and covered in bruises and bite marks and shit. Actually my whole body looks kind of like a beat up ho. I think its fucking hysterical I showed him all the bruises last night when i went to show him my car and he thought it was pretty funny as well and gave me a couple new ones. He also gave me some fuzzy dice for my car. I got drunk and fell asleep at his place until 5 am i was supposed to be home at 3 am so I'm taking my mom to lunch to make it up to her. She loses sleep over that stuff, crazy woman.
Like a week ago i saw someone who i havent seen in forever and my whole body froze and completely went into shock it was an awesome feeling but kind of sick if you know what i mean. in some ways i hate the idea that my life is heading in another direction. at this point i can still see people in the area and hang out at kaldi or whatever but i have a feeling that sooner than later my life is going to completely detach from south pas and everyone i know here. of course thats good if it means im actually getting a life but theres so much unresolved here. boys i never got to fuck, boys i fucked a couple times but want to again, pointless conversation at kaldi..............it'll be so sad to leave it all behind. ok enough of the sobbing.
I have a date to do shrooms with joey and josh is going to drive im so excited because i havent done them in so long like a year so this is a much needed trip for me.
By the way were all going to hell since Bush is prez so i feel inclined to do whatever the hell i want.
and today i have to go get my hyappy little camry registered. Sothis is melissa, signing out.