My Perspicacity Knows No Satiety....
I just rememered I still have an account over here in LJ land.
It feels like so much of nothing has happened since my last entry... but it has. For instance I went camping, again.
I wish I had something more insightful to say lately, but mostly its the same old shit that comes rambling through my head.
Oh! I have to go to the doctor's next week. I might also be meeting up with Angel Pie for dinner. I've been thinking about her a lot lately. And it's always followed with the same steely resolve I save for these occasions: to suck it up and tell myself I can't keep thinking that way. That I have to accept the change and move on. The last couple days have been incredibly hard for some reason and a part of my brain is feeling like all the progress I made in the last month has been worth nil. I know this is not true, but it doesn't help the recovery process all that much.
I also have to keep reminding myself that this is insignificant in the grand scheme of things and that I'm sure my pathetic romantic life is probably not the kind of fodder the average person would want to entertain themself with. Alas, my egotism wins out and here I am typing away as though I actually give a damn about other's opinions.
I'm still breathing... and fortunately for me - that's a good thing.