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So late start today. woooo I got a full, nine-hours rest so i'm ready to go. I'm also happy because i am being allowed to go see the almighty Dillinger Escape Plan and the incredible Red Chord on Monday at Axis. Hell yeah. Thats going to be such a great show. Based on how enlightening seeing Dillinger was last time..and Red Chord is just incredible live. The next day is the English MCAS composition but i dont really care. I'll still do fine on it, plus the show's at 6 so it's an early one. I also can't perform this Handel piece i've been working on for awhile at a recital that night, but i know i'll have many other chances to do that, and i'll be able to perform it when i have ALL of it well down.
I finally became very relaxed at the ensemble i have on Wednesdays last night. It was very fun and i was completely relaxed. I think i just need to realize it takes me a bit to become relaxed with new people in general and thatapplies for music as well. Maybe hopefully this will even imporve itself in the future, but i need to just tell myself this.
I continually feel like i don't do enough for music, even when i'm already doing a lot. I feel like i need to work a lot more on writing than i do and learning more theory. My desire right now is to write music that has all the metal/grind/hardcore in it, but adding some jazzier elements and just weird ideas. I've already tried a little bit, but not a whole lot. I really want to see if Gar Robison will be a serious thing because if i play sax on it i think it might come out real cool. But i'm not sure if it'll actually become serious. Caleb and I seem pretty serious about it, but it just depends on who else is. I also think Caleb and I would work a hell of a lot better together if i'm playing sax instead of guitar, heh.
anyways, i've written a lot.
..until next time..
I finally became very relaxed at the ensemble i have on Wednesdays last night. It was very fun and i was completely relaxed. I think i just need to realize it takes me a bit to become relaxed with new people in general and thatapplies for music as well. Maybe hopefully this will even imporve itself in the future, but i need to just tell myself this.
I continually feel like i don't do enough for music, even when i'm already doing a lot. I feel like i need to work a lot more on writing than i do and learning more theory. My desire right now is to write music that has all the metal/grind/hardcore in it, but adding some jazzier elements and just weird ideas. I've already tried a little bit, but not a whole lot. I really want to see if Gar Robison will be a serious thing because if i play sax on it i think it might come out real cool. But i'm not sure if it'll actually become serious. Caleb and I seem pretty serious about it, but it just depends on who else is. I also think Caleb and I would work a hell of a lot better together if i'm playing sax instead of guitar, heh.
anyways, i've written a lot.
..until next time..