My current crew
Left to Right
-Jenny
My current Love interest.
Back Ground
I met Jenny in 1998. She captured my interest in a way that i did not understand at the time. I was only 14 and i had a warped idea of what it was to love but i loved her. she ignited my passion and i wrote 3 of the most intense pieces of writing known to man for her...no fake. thing is, i was very quite around her. i forgot how to speak when she was near. all i could do was stare at her in a quiet passion and awe. this confused her because the person that was evident in the letters was not the person that i was around her which led her to be at a loss as far as how to aproach the things that i said to her in these letters. this of course is something that i found out only recently. she started dated Will and before you know it, they both dropped out of school and were living together. I reckoned the ship as sailed and more or less forgot about her in that romantic sense.
over the next 6 years we only really spoke on holidays and birthdays. I saw her twice in that time. once was when she needed someone to adopt a cat she found. The second time was when i went to go visit her with lichi,who at the time was my girlfriend and Jenny took out the letters i wrote to her. not only did she take them out, but she offered lichi if she would like to read them. This of course cause problems between lichi and i. up until that point we never fought about anything but from then on....things werent so well. this was mad confusing because never had she said anything about the letters and the moment she chose to do this was when she met my girlfriend. I come to find out recently that she did have feelings for me but as i said, never knew how to approach it. that moment was her displaying immature passion. It wasnt until she moved away to new york and came back to visit that anything actually bloomed between us,at the same time that is... :)
-ME
well you are reading my journal so i dont think its needed to talk about myself
-Valeria
My best friend ver 5.5 model: Female
Background
I met Valeria in 2001. I first saw her one day while i was skipping class and my first thought was "she needs a sandwhich". Shortly afterwards, On another day that i was skipping class i was sitting down with Swanny( who was my best friend ver 3.0 model: female) and valeria came to join us because they knew eachother. the first thing that caught my attention was her amazing posture...i swear...after that i noticed her mannerism. She acted unlike anyone else i had met before. She was very care free in the was she expressed her self and at the same time elegant. Smooth and abrasive, serious and silly, high brow and low brow all at once. At the time i met her i was still with lichi and up until i met her, i had never so much as glanced twice at another girl. in some ways, the period where i began to get close to valeria was sort of the final nail on the coffin between lichi and i. my interest had shifted and lichi took notice. at the time i had decided that valeria was not worth leaving lichi because of all that lichi and i had been through together. this was for not because lichi and i ended soon after i told valeria that nothing would ever happen between us...i would go on to regret this years later.
-Lichi
Either my first love, my true love or my first true love.
Background
I met lichi in 1999. I first laid eyes on her while talking to a friend of mine named stephanie. I would usually catch a ride with Jacob but that day for some reason i chose to find another way home. It began to rain while stephanie and i were outside talking after school so we made our way back into the school. while about to enter i look to my right and there she was,leaning against a brick wall, one knee bent, arms folded, wearing a baby doll dress, combat boots, and a long coat. Never had anyone so embodied everything i desired. after stephanie left i watched her at a distance and knew that we would love eachother. She went to make the line to use the payphone and so i went and stood next to her. There was a trick to the payphone where you dialed a number and then pressed 9 and you would get to make free calls. she dialed the number but she pressed 6. I informed her that the correct numbe was 9. she thanked me and looked away. while talking to whoever she called she aske for as ride for herself and her friend. after hanging up she said, "do you need a ride?" I said "...yes". and she tells me My step father is going to come get us but not until he gets out of work at 6. at the moment,it was 3. I assured her it was ok and we introduced ourselves. the next three hours were among my fondest of memories which i cherish too much to get into detail here. we have had our ups and we have had our downs. we have loved eachother with all we had and hated eachother with all we had. regardless of where we are at any given moment,she will always have a special place in my heart and soul.
-Emil
My Best friend ver 3.0 model: male
I first met Emi one day while i was at work in 2004. It was while i was working at quiznos. I was informed that there were people at the window looking for me. i look outside and there was Mallory, Gavin and Emi. I let them inside the store and we were intoduced. They told me how they were starting a band but still needed a guitar player. I dont think they actually had me in mind but i offered to play for them and they accepted. Eventually we started to have band practice at my house and afterwards we would usually go eat something together and come back to my house to play soul caliber for countless hours. this is where a friendship between us began to form. I grew a liking to him because he was brutally honest but more surprisingly he was almost exactly like me...only not. I saw him as Kin. I felt connected to him and we always understood eachother. This was absolutly comfirmedfor me when i looked through his journal and found an entry that read as if i had written it. It was about how he wanted to be amazed. the great part was that he wrote it the same month of the same year as i did and this was before we even knew of each others existince. If there is such a thing as past lives then no doubt we were brothers. i trust him and i see in him an equal.
-Meghan
No picture available-but shes very pretty :)
my best friends girlfriend
Ok, so maybe she isnt a direct part of my posse but theres a good story. I met her in 2005. It all started in 2004 when yami and i were trying to go to chuck paulinucks book reading in UM. We werent able to get tickets so we went to dennys to eat. Meghan was our server and i thought she was super cool and sweet. I was wearing my skinny puppy jacket and when i got up to use the bathroom, she asked yami if we were going to the skinny puppy show that was coming up. Yami told me about this and i found it charming so i thought about leaving my number with the tip...i chose not to and reckoned i would eventually go back to talk to her. I went back a few times after that. only once she was there but i didnt get her as my server. One day while hanging out with Mallory,Gavin and Emi we decided to go to dennys and I demanded we go to the one by UM because of her. When we get there it turned out that Gavin already knew her but better still was that Emi had been attracted to her in high school. He related his tale about meghan and before you know it, shes leaving her husband for Emi...it was great...and she kicks ass because she recognizes tit poem as a word to be used in scrabble.
Mallory
the background story isnt intersting so ill spare you...suffice it to say that she is the reason i met Emi and to that i am in debt to her.
Gavin
the background story isnt intersting so ill spare you...suffice it to say that he is part of the reason i met Emi and to that i am in debt to her.
thanks for reading...you must love me