pushes me away
Jenny went back to New York on tuesday and it feels much longer than that. Jesus, how did i become such a pansy? She gets emotionally constipated sometimes...or almost all the time and she finds it hard to tell me how she feels.It leads me to a degree of guessing which i dont like doing simply for the sake of never assuming anything about anyone. Its part of her charm and i would be lying if i said it wasnt one of the things that makes me like her. Still though, i like to know where i stand. Im sure that a great deal of it has to do with her being worried that i only like her because 14 year old lestre was in lone with her. I also once told her how something i would really like in a relationship is a good story...and i also once told her that i fall in love left and right over stupid things like someones choice of words in describing the pitch of a persons voice(true story). So i have these things contending against me. And they are all true but they dont discredit the way i feel for her in the least...damn it.
It turns out that Mallory is a comlete idiot and i dont feel much like talking to her anymore.She was dating this guy named alonzo who is addicted to coke. That in itself is reason enough to stay away from someone but this guy disappears with her wallet one day and is gone for about 2 weeks. In these two weeks she becomes a "lesbian" and puts a restraining order on this guy. Well,he's back now and they are back together....WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!? I swore she was smarter than that...God what a disappointment she is turning out to be.
Yesterday i was at lichi's house and we were talking about how i cant think of a single person who has broken more hearts than she has. on top of that is the vast number of people who has grown to dislike someone else because of their association to her and of course the number of people who have hated her because of her association to someone else. Heres a small sample off the top of my head of people who have gotten a sick feeling in their stomach because of her.
Fernando
Mickey
Myself
Jeff
Robert
Danny
Alfred
Marvin
Andy
Guillermo
Luis
Adam
Roger
Ale
Yami
Lexi
Jenny
Zalykha
the guitar player for the other face
Caesar
Gavin
anthony
Jonathan
Jen
Gelson
I only stop there because i wanted to stop as soon as i had to think about it. 25 people seriously off the top of my head. i would say that it is safe to add about 30 more...that i have been aware of.madness
So i decided that i need a crazy ass beard in order for my life to be complete. Just take a look at the evidence and try to deny that i look majorly badass with a beard.
And it isnt just me.Just take a look at my friends with beards
my sister
my brother and jana
my best friend
lichi
jenny
After realizing how everything looks better with a beard i decided to fix some of my drawings
It turns out that Mallory is a comlete idiot and i dont feel much like talking to her anymore.She was dating this guy named alonzo who is addicted to coke. That in itself is reason enough to stay away from someone but this guy disappears with her wallet one day and is gone for about 2 weeks. In these two weeks she becomes a "lesbian" and puts a restraining order on this guy. Well,he's back now and they are back together....WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!? I swore she was smarter than that...God what a disappointment she is turning out to be.
Yesterday i was at lichi's house and we were talking about how i cant think of a single person who has broken more hearts than she has. on top of that is the vast number of people who has grown to dislike someone else because of their association to her and of course the number of people who have hated her because of her association to someone else. Heres a small sample off the top of my head of people who have gotten a sick feeling in their stomach because of her.
Fernando
Mickey
Myself
Jeff
Robert
Danny
Alfred
Marvin
Andy
Guillermo
Luis
Adam
Roger
Ale
Yami
Lexi
Jenny
Zalykha
the guitar player for the other face
Caesar
Gavin
anthony
Jonathan
Jen
Gelson
I only stop there because i wanted to stop as soon as i had to think about it. 25 people seriously off the top of my head. i would say that it is safe to add about 30 more...that i have been aware of.madness
So i decided that i need a crazy ass beard in order for my life to be complete. Just take a look at the evidence and try to deny that i look majorly badass with a beard.
And it isnt just me.Just take a look at my friends with beards
my sister
my brother and jana
my best friend
lichi
jenny
After realizing how everything looks better with a beard i decided to fix some of my drawings