are you proud?

[viciousannamal]

today i got paid to get wasted, watch the pride parade, hand out condoms, and get wasted.
then i sobered up.
then i got hungover.
then i went home and slept.
then i started packing.
now i'm freaking out.
gilly was supposed to help me. but gilly blew me off.
the plan was to move tuesday and to paint monday.
i don't know if i'll be all the way packed by tuesday.
i havn't slept a full nights sleep in almost four weeks.
i want a break.