I know I was being insensitive considering the reason you have for distrusting abusive people. I guess I just have a completely different view since I was raised completely by women and feel as if anything, I'm the inferior one.
I don't hit girls regularly. I don't hit people regularly period. I was attacked and cornered and feeling more rage than I ever have. I'm human. What else was I supposed to do? Run her over with the car?
You weren't there. I don't expect you to truly get it one way or another unless you were. I wasn't abusing my strength over her. And in my opinion, if any person needs to be slapped, they shouldn't be able to hide behind gender, race, or situation period. I surely don't agree with people who go so far as to beat another up, but I shouldn't be afraid to slap someone just because they're female and I'm not.
I don't want you to hate me for this. I'm upset and tired and I don't really have anyone else to speak with. Ultimately, I thought you trusted me more than this. I dunno. You doing this upsets me more than a lot of the other things because I've admitted things to you that I haven't to others before. I just hope that counts for something.
I don't hit girls regularly. I don't hit people regularly period. I was attacked and cornered and feeling more rage than I ever have. I'm human. What else was I supposed to do? Run her over with the car?
You weren't there. I don't expect you to truly get it one way or another unless you were. I wasn't abusing my strength over her. And in my opinion, if any person needs to be slapped, they shouldn't be able to hide behind gender, race, or situation period. I surely don't agree with people who go so far as to beat another up, but I shouldn't be afraid to slap someone just because they're female and I'm not.
I don't want you to hate me for this. I'm upset and tired and I don't really have anyone else to speak with. Ultimately, I thought you trusted me more than this. I dunno. You doing this upsets me more than a lot of the other things because I've admitted things to you that I haven't to others before. I just hope that counts for something.
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