May 07, 2008 22:24
You know…it’s just too much shit for one day.
1. my dog, Rocky, died this afternoon. I rushed home when I got the phone call but he died before I got there.
2. missed the doctor’s appointment I’ve been waiting 2 months for and have to wait another 2 months now
3. my engine overheated and it’s most likely completely ruined and uncovered by my warranty
And fuck man, I am SUCH an optimistic person and things have been going so well lately. I guess my streak was up and all the shit just had to hit the fan at once. It may not seem like much to anyone else, but you have no idea how terrible I’ve felt all day. Just when things “can’t get worse,” they do. But you know, it’s so relieving to let out a good, hard cry every once in a while.
Thank goodness my Jellybean picked me up to take me out for a bit. We saw “Made of Honor” and had some sushi. I love her to death and dunno what I’d do without her.
Please send me some positive vibes, to help me get rid of that little black cloud that wanted to follow me around today ♥