confused.
i feel kinda unloved today. I'm so confused. I like jason, but im not sure if its right. I mean his future is completely different than what i want mine to be. I can't be some country girl and i cant stay in indiana. I'd go crazy. I know im young but at this point, i think dating is lame. So if it's not gonna be serious, is there any point to being in a relationship. ugh why do i try to ruin every relationship im in?