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the day started off like hell. i was sick and tired and felt like crap. then i got happy but was crushed even lower. i felt so horrible. then later in the day everyone started to come on and it got better. i am left with the fear of sleeping and the fear of staying awake. i have to choose one so we'll see what happens. jenee i hope you feel better and garrett, seriously, thanks for the talk. john thanx for what u said. never thought i'd hear it. heather your problem is not so bad. you have to understand friendships have troubles. dont worry about them. it will pass. i hope you workit out htough. nicolette, you have been the only one who was willing to talk all day with me. thanx really. i loved yer story. and michelle i know u really care. and u showed it today. and aubrey. oh aubrey, i love u the most and i hope that ur troubles go away the quickest. you scared me tonight but for some reason... saying it made me happy as well. i love u and always will.
u are my baby. my guardian. my north star. lol. lots of love. jason