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I leave tomorrow for cross country camp yay.
But I am REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY FUCKING pissed off right now.
I despise my parents. Period. All three of them. They are all starting to get really fucking annoying. And I mean REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING. That and getting killed on Doom on the fucking 14th level. GODDAMNIT. Yes, I need to cool down. But it isn't gonna happen.
I just found out how often people cry. I can never determine why though. Like seriously, when my grandmother died back in 2004, I didn't shed a single tear at all. My dad, of course, cried a LOT. I can't say I can totally blame him, but seriously, keep it together in front of people, man. Maybe I'm just a cold-hearted bastard. I think I'll go with that.
I wonder if I'll seriously go into life the way I am. I think so. Probably because I'm too dumb to change for the better. I'm happy the way I am, even though I am constantly pissed about one thing or another. I need that anger though.
In conclusion, I just really don't get why people cry so much. I rarely ever do. So do most of my friends. But seriously, while it may not determine strength or weakness, it does show the inability to hold in emotions. Whatever. People will do what they will do. If they cry, well, it ain't my business. And holding in emotion isn't always a good thing. Learned that about three or so years ago the hard way. Wow, how I have changed.
But I am REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY FUCKING pissed off right now.
I despise my parents. Period. All three of them. They are all starting to get really fucking annoying. And I mean REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING. That and getting killed on Doom on the fucking 14th level. GODDAMNIT. Yes, I need to cool down. But it isn't gonna happen.
I just found out how often people cry. I can never determine why though. Like seriously, when my grandmother died back in 2004, I didn't shed a single tear at all. My dad, of course, cried a LOT. I can't say I can totally blame him, but seriously, keep it together in front of people, man. Maybe I'm just a cold-hearted bastard. I think I'll go with that.
I wonder if I'll seriously go into life the way I am. I think so. Probably because I'm too dumb to change for the better. I'm happy the way I am, even though I am constantly pissed about one thing or another. I need that anger though.
In conclusion, I just really don't get why people cry so much. I rarely ever do. So do most of my friends. But seriously, while it may not determine strength or weakness, it does show the inability to hold in emotions. Whatever. People will do what they will do. If they cry, well, it ain't my business. And holding in emotion isn't always a good thing. Learned that about three or so years ago the hard way. Wow, how I have changed.