Oh, trust me hun, next year, this year will seem like nuthing. I had that breakdown at 27, remember? That moment of, "OH SHIT what have I done with my life?!? Where am I vs. where did I want to be - imagined myself to be at this age?"
Sometimes, it's really grounded on nothing (thankfully, I have friends who pointed out all my accomplishments that even though they seemed minor to me at that moment, weren't really) and even if it is grounded on nothing, there are things you can do to make yourself feel like you're getting somewhere.
Like sit down and write down all the things you've done in the last year in one column and in the other, all the things you wanted to do in the last year. (And leave out, have a relationship, get married, those kinds of things that you really have no control over. Those things will happen when they happen and there ain't diddly you can do about 'em, my friend.)
We all have moments when it seems the universe has decided to pee in our cheerios and no one else's and frankly, it probably did. But you know, better than a lot of people, that it's just the cycle of life. As my dad used to say, "sometimes you're the hammer and sometimes you're the nail."
Of course, that doesn't mean you can't hate it and vent about it. So, now that I've done my outside observer observations, now I can be a friend:
Want me to take the Universe out back for a rumble? Shall I sick my cousin Eddie on it?
*Puck goes over with flowers*
I miss ya, Li and wish I could send you something for your birthday! (It's too late to make a package now, but what's on your wish list, luv?)
Yeah, probably just birthday blues biting me in the bum. Coupled with a lot of emotional crap that I didn't even go into. Let's just say if I ran the world, a whole lot would be different.
Don't worry about my birthday, you always manage to do something to cheer me up. I think this week in general is going to be off, hopefully its a bad buildup to a good birthday (Sunday I'm going to see a really hot guy, cross your fingers that he can be my karmic payback *wink*)
On a bonus, despite my doctor's apoctyptic predictions of weight gain after I got the balloon out, I've lost 3 kilo SINCE Thanksgiving *little dance*
Sometimes, it's really grounded on nothing (thankfully, I have friends who pointed out all my accomplishments that even though they seemed minor to me at that moment, weren't really) and even if it is grounded on nothing, there are things you can do to make yourself feel like you're getting somewhere.
Like sit down and write down all the things you've done in the last year in one column and in the other, all the things you wanted to do in the last year. (And leave out, have a relationship, get married, those kinds of things that you really have no control over. Those things will happen when they happen and there ain't diddly you can do about 'em, my friend.)
We all have moments when it seems the universe has decided to pee in our cheerios and no one else's and frankly, it probably did. But you know, better than a lot of people, that it's just the cycle of life. As my dad used to say, "sometimes you're the hammer and sometimes you're the nail."
Of course, that doesn't mean you can't hate it and vent about it. So, now that I've done my outside observer observations, now I can be a friend:
Want me to take the Universe out back for a rumble? Shall I sick my cousin Eddie on it?
*Puck goes over with flowers*
I miss ya, Li and wish I could send you something for your birthday! (It's too late to make a package now, but what's on your wish list, luv?)
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Yeah, probably just birthday blues biting me in the bum. Coupled with a lot of emotional crap that I didn't even go into. Let's just say if I ran the world, a whole lot would be different.
Don't worry about my birthday, you always manage to do something to cheer me up. I think this week in general is going to be off, hopefully its a bad buildup to a good birthday (Sunday I'm going to see a really hot guy, cross your fingers that he can be my karmic payback *wink*)
On a bonus, despite my doctor's apoctyptic predictions of weight gain after I got the balloon out, I've lost 3 kilo SINCE Thanksgiving *little dance*
Thanks again for the positive support chica!!
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