a lesson in self-awareness and personal honesty.

Jun 14, 2009 00:25

No joke, sometimes I can't believe my thought process, how I refuse to let go of things that simply will not happen.
That's blind faith too, right? Overzealous about your own personal ambitions--arrogance--to the point of having unrealistic expectations.
Other would say that this is a crock of shit, that you make your own reality.
Given my best foot forwards-into quicksand, I would have to say that I know my limitations.

Example: After seeing my Niece's dance recital today, the folks and I are discussing friends and all of that mess. I bring up _____, someone whom I don't see often. The conversation (d)evolves into "is she single?", to which I reply,
"...like it matters."
Like it matters, indeed. Sometimes--a lot of the time--it doesn't matter. Sometimes there simply is no way to get what you want.
Especially when you want what I want.

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