Sometimes I just sit here and ask myself, Who would fuck you?

[vicarinatutu]

My ambition for school is gone. I know that once I finish I'll have a wonderful job and make good money. But I feel like, What the fuck am I dedicating my life to? Hair? Does that sound fucked or what? Shouldn't my life have more meaning? I've become just what everyone already knew I was. Just another goddamn mindless body. Our lives will always be dedicated to serving the government. Why do people even vote? I don't want to work. I want to enjoy my life. I want a friend that doesn't just use me to complain to and actually listens to what I say. I don't want to sit in my house alone every night anymore. I want to just go on a walk for a week or so without stopping. I want a constant flow of beer through my bloodstream.

Keep your eyes shut and live your life
Someone else will pay the price
Keep your eyes shut and speak your mind
Leave your youth far behind
-Beat Happening

I think I have toxic shock syndrom.