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Yesterday was my father's birthday. I spent the day with the stomach bug, trying not to vomit. I slept alot. this is what I dreamed.
I went to investigate a school that was in the town my father was living in. I spent a while trying to act like it could be a good fit, that everyone wasn't staring at me like they thought I was a demon. But one thing led to another and I end up having an altercation with the administration. Death threats were made on both sides. My father comes to the school with my stepmother and sister. To rescue me. It is supremely embarrassing. But my father has enough clout to scoop me out of the situation without any weird legal issues.
so I go back to the condo with my Father and his family, and we're all trying to pretend like everything's normal. They're showing off how fancy their condo is. The beach is beautiful. I can feel the wind blowing in from the west as the sun sets. I ask my dad if that way is west, because I worry that I keep getting lost for some reason. Everything is awkward.
Later, we're on our way to sightseeing the town. My father slams the breaks of the van, barely avoiding to crash into the construction zone that he was unfamiliar with. everything in the van is smashed all about, except for me. I, was standing up in the van, and wielding superhuman agility managed to stop not only myself but my sister from being hurt from the sudden stop.
"Well, we sure weren't ready for that, now were we?"
"I was ready for it. I was ready for the unexpected."
"Son, why do you keep trying to act so tough?"
"Because I want you to know I have strengths. I want you to know that I'm not all embarassments, all failures."
"Well, y'know son, I'm not... unseasoned to the world. I had my fair share of difficulties and embarrassments."
"But I d0n't know that! I don't know YOU!"
"No, you don't, and that's as it ought to be."
*the dream shatters from unfairness*