Jan 03, 2017 19:27
Listening to old tunes I'm feeling that lovely empowered after oppression feeling, remembering, and enjoying my new bizarre status as mannish n'shit.
But then I listen to a misplaced song, one where I didn't understand the lyrics and it took on a different meaning to me. I felt miserable, but ...
as I've done too many times before
taunted myself with what I thought I wanted, needed,
And I made the break. And I feel better, much, and things and my life are good.
But I hurt someone to do it.
So when I listen to this song that reminds me of the pain I once felt,
what I feel is guilt.
Yet I move on.
I don't know what's right.