RaW Wierdo /\/\e
I kinda am fascinated by the people on my friends list as many as there is, the entire three friends. I dont even have more than 1 minute to type this letter to journal to inform myself that my life is the opposite now that I'm drug free, not even on anti-depressants.
I avoid anything associated with my past just to maintain clean livin. I'm tryin to forget who i use to be while I was junkying on and just recently I only could forget by aching over the badness I use to get into and never forget the fierce lessons learned. (eg. the smallest ov lessons such as being told by a doctor who treated me for 10 years to never return after I desperately asked for Klonopin 2mg for the last time). Things like that have played on my mind so hard I lost it on my own, on my own where I live in a 3 bedroom joint on 10 acres, where I work in the office doing I/T stuff for the property where I live. I had to write this ordinary style entry in case I have the chance to keep the incredible ppl on my friends list. (sadness words). Incredibl sadness effort there.
-spun unit. . :'|
I have to get back to work rite this second - it's almost minus 0 (less than that. . save for my mathematical illiteracy in describing correct temperature outside - temperature in Oz - where it's spose to be warm even in winter)
Essentially basically simply spunfully I outright want to keep (all three massive amount ov) friends I have on this journo.
Jaime I will write you shortly.