*gets up in the morning after helping you all night and stumbles to the kitchen to grab some breakfast, then takes Spirit out for a quick walk before returning to your bedside with some gingerale and crackers for when you get up. Crawls back into bed with you and watches over you as you sleep for a while, just to make sure you are okay*
My poor sick Ryeo... whatever shall I do with you. *kisses forehead and strokes hair for awhile before drifting back off to sleep*
*slowly awakes to find gingerale and crackers by bed and drinks some. Looks at you and smooth out your hair before stroking your cheek lovingly and lying back down.*
*blinks sleepily* Gosh.. how long have we been sleeping for?
*reaches out to touch your face* You look a little better. How do you feel? *runs hand down your face, along your side to rest on your half naked waist*
*answers your smile with my own* Gosh..we're a bunch of lazy bums huh? Pity to spend all day curled up in bed with you...
I'm glad you feel better. *moves hand off your waist and grasps your hand on my chest, lifting it up and bringing it to my lips* It's okay, I kind of... like taking care of you. It makes me feel like you need me... like you really do want me here. *smiles softly* It's my pleasure. Truly.
Oh I know... it's such a chore for you to stay in this warmth eh?
*lifts upper body slightly and places hand on the side of your cheek* Changmin-ah, why do you still doubt that? I do want you here, I need you here, I... without you I'd be so... empty. *smiles softly and strokes cheek with thumb* You're so special to me... no matter what. Don't forget that.
*turns head into your hand and nuzzles your palm* Because, I think this is the first time you've actually come right out and said it to me without metaphors, when you haven't been dizzy with illness or we weren't playing or fighting or ... anything else.
Thank you for saying it. I'll remember now... *leans in to kiss you*
It's okay. I guess I just needed to hear it once. *watches you as you lay back* Still sick huh? Okay then. *lays on back beside you, holding your hand* What did you want to talk about? *butterflies start in stomach*
*looks up at ceiling* Yeah, we should buy them. and ...yeah, it was what I thought.
I know how hard it is for you to have me around with Sungmin and everything. TRUST ME I KNOW. It's hard because I've found family here. But, yeah. I'll move back home.. for however long it takes.
*slowly climbs out of bed and starts to gather stuff up*
*climbs out of bed after you* It's not hard for me to have you around at all Minnie-ah... but it is for Min Hyung...
*takes your elbow and turns you around* Changmin-ah, i don't mean anything by this... like it doesn't mean I don't want you around. I love having you around... and heck I might end up moving to your place by the end of the wek.. which would be a waste of time because you'll be moving back anytime... but my point is *holds chin gently and make you face me* I think this will be the best for all of us... for the time being. *pulls you into a hug*
I know you know... and I'm glad you're such an understanding person. Thank you.
*looks up at you eyes pooling just a bit as you talk to me* I know all this. You think I don't. I hurt everytime I walk by Sungmin's door. I can't stand to be at the center of so much conflict in your household.
If I had just been able to love him... but I couldn't, my heart doesn't listen to reason. It has it's own agenda. So, I understand it all... *wraps arms around you* But it doesn't mean it will be easy for me. But, if it's easier for Sungmin then its worth it. I've hurt him more than I thought I was capable. I feel like such a cad too. I just wish... anyways..it doesn't matter.
A week, two weeks.. a month. Whatever it takes to make you and Sungmin feel better about things, I'll stay away. But know that I'll miss you, and my stupid pillow.. *wipes tear* and spirit...
*pulls away* So, you think you can help me with one of these bags. I sure hope that Junsu didn't torch my room. Chun told him that he could play with the blowtorch in there... >_>
*looks at you with such tender eyes* Changmin-ah... I know... I know you hurt as well... and I try to take on your hurt as well, but i can't cuz... i'm just a mere human who can't do anything right lately. But no matter what, you're like part of the suju family now.
*shakes head while you speak* no... you can't force love. It's not right. *continues to hug* Oi, I believe this one wise person said, time will help heal. We'll wait it out. Hwaiting Changmin-ah~
*fwops lightly* You think I'm not going to frequent the Dongbang house?! we get a chance to prank Yoosu and Jaeho like we never did before! Woot.
Haha *pickes up a bag and Spirit* we'll escort and help you unpack.
*looks into your eyes and tries to allow my feelings for you to show in mine* You can't take my pain, or the blame for my mistakes. You don't know how wonderful it is to be a part of your family. You'll tell them bye for me yes?
Yes, that wise person again. Time hurts and it heals, it is the great equalizers amongst man. It is the one thing in this universe that binds us all, the passing of its moments.
Well, it would be nice if you stopped by a time or two. Jaeho are still out of town, and Yoosu...well.. you see them sometimes. They'll want to come by and get into all my pr0n again. Although, I left most of it back in their room when I left. They'll notice I'm back by the fact that they need to shop more often again. *laughs lightly* I'm sure we can cook up something to pull on them.
*leans down to kiss Spirit and then walks out door and begins to make way to Dong Bang house*
*looks down for a second at the intensity* I know... I'll tell everyone you'll be away for a bit and you give them your love *smiles*
Very true.
Of course I'll stop by! What do you take me for? Haha you need to stop the pron!... well it's up to you, haha. *pats cheek* *winks* we'll def cook something up.
My poor sick Ryeo... whatever shall I do with you. *kisses forehead and strokes hair for awhile before drifting back off to sleep*
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*watches you until you awake*
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*reaches out to touch your face* You look a little better. How do you feel? *runs hand down your face, along your side to rest on your half naked waist*
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I'm alright. Thank you for taking care of me. *rests hand on your chest* I'm sorry I've been so sick lately
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Pity to spend all day curled up in bed with you...
I'm glad you feel better. *moves hand off your waist and grasps your hand on my chest, lifting it up and bringing it to my lips* It's okay, I kind of... like taking care of you. It makes me feel like you need me... like you really do want me here. *smiles softly* It's my pleasure. Truly.
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*lifts upper body slightly and places hand on the side of your cheek* Changmin-ah, why do you still doubt that? I do want you here, I need you here, I... without you I'd be so... empty. *smiles softly and strokes cheek with thumb* You're so special to me... no matter what. Don't forget that.
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*turns head into your hand and nuzzles your palm* Because, I think this is the first time you've actually come right out and said it to me without metaphors, when you haven't been dizzy with illness or we weren't playing or fighting or ... anything else.
Thank you for saying it. I'll remember now... *leans in to kiss you*
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I guess... and I'm sorry I haven't been clear about it.
You're welcome. Just tell me if you ever doubt. *leans back* Oi, still sick here. I'm not taking any chances with you. *grins*
i have to talk to you about something Changmin-ah. *lays back down*
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It's okay. I guess I just needed to hear it once. *watches you as you lay back* Still sick huh? Okay then. *lays on back beside you, holding your hand* What did you want to talk about? *butterflies start in stomach*
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Anyway, I was wondering.. if... you could stay at the DongBang place... for a week...
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I know how hard it is for you to have me around with Sungmin and everything. TRUST ME I KNOW. It's hard because I've found family here. But, yeah. I'll move back home.. for however long it takes.
*slowly climbs out of bed and starts to gather stuff up*
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*takes your elbow and turns you around* Changmin-ah, i don't mean anything by this... like it doesn't mean I don't want you around. I love having you around... and heck I might end up moving to your place by the end of the wek.. which would be a waste of time because you'll be moving back anytime... but my point is *holds chin gently and make you face me* I think this will be the best for all of us... for the time being. *pulls you into a hug*
I know you know... and I'm glad you're such an understanding person. Thank you.
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If I had just been able to love him... but I couldn't, my heart doesn't listen to reason. It has it's own agenda. So, I understand it all... *wraps arms around you* But it doesn't mean it will be easy for me. But, if it's easier for Sungmin then its worth it. I've hurt him more than I thought I was capable. I feel like such a cad too. I just wish... anyways..it doesn't matter.
A week, two weeks.. a month. Whatever it takes to make you and Sungmin feel better about things, I'll stay away. But know that I'll miss you, and my stupid pillow.. *wipes tear* and spirit...
*pulls away* So, you think you can help me with one of these bags. I sure hope that Junsu didn't torch my room. Chun told him that he could play with the blowtorch in there... >_>
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*shakes head while you speak* no... you can't force love. It's not right. *continues to hug* Oi, I believe this one wise person said, time will help heal. We'll wait it out. Hwaiting Changmin-ah~
*fwops lightly* You think I'm not going to frequent the Dongbang house?! we get a chance to prank Yoosu and Jaeho like we never did before! Woot.
Haha *pickes up a bag and Spirit* we'll escort and help you unpack.
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Yes, that wise person again. Time hurts and it heals, it is the great equalizers amongst man. It is the one thing in this universe that binds us all, the passing of its moments.
Well, it would be nice if you stopped by a time or two. Jaeho are still out of town, and Yoosu...well.. you see them sometimes. They'll want to come by and get into all my pr0n again. Although, I left most of it back in their room when I left. They'll notice I'm back by the fact that they need to shop more often again. *laughs lightly* I'm sure we can cook up something to pull on them.
*leans down to kiss Spirit and then walks out door and begins to make way to Dong Bang house*
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Very true.
Of course I'll stop by! What do you take me for? Haha you need to stop the pron!... well it's up to you, haha. *pats cheek*
*winks* we'll def cook something up.
*follows*
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