i'm still alright
My date is going to be here in 35 minutes.
Yes the one I don't want to go on.
But am forced to go on.
Because it is my mother's boss' son.
I couldn't say no after she gave him my number.
It would have looked bad on both of us.
But the man is 25, hasn't seen me in 4 years, and doesn't drink.
Kaitlin, the girl who can out drink many people, is going on a date with a guy who doesn't drink. His only purpose for bars is playing pool. We are doomed.
Plus we are kind of doomed since I don't even want to go anyway. Which kind of means the date isn't going to go so great since I'm not feeling it.
I feel bad because he's taking me to my favorite restaurant, Genjis.
Which I rubbed in Kyle's face last night when I talked to him. And he was like, "Why are you going on a date if you don't want to?" And I explained and he still thinks I'm stupid for it, but whatever.
He tried saying Diane wasn't really his girlfriend. I was like, it's on facebook. It's official. And he was making me angry by making fun of me and when I threatened to come over there and kick him as hard as I could in his balls, he said, "as long as you're naked." And I flipped. I was like you have a girlfriend. Stop Kyle. And we had that awkward thing where somehow it was brought up that he broke my heart. And I tried to move as quickly past that conversation as I could.
He said his mom liked Diane, but would be like, "You know, I still like Kaitlin..." and then I said, "Well who doesn't? I'm clearly very awesome." Trying to make it not a big deal. He and I are over for good. I know it. I'm okay with it. I need to grow. He needs to grow.
Does it mean I don't want him and Diane to break up? No. I do. But not because I want him. I just don't want him happy for awhile. Ha. I'm pretty spiteful I guess. But in all honesty, it was great talking to him for 45 minutes. I really do miss his friendship. Our relationship was just too much work. And you shouldn't have to work THAT hard.
Okay, anyway, I better go change. I'm eating Genji's tonight. I'm a horrible person for making him take me to my favorite expensive restaurant when I know there's never going to be another date, etc. Whatever. It's the best food ever.
Yum yum sauce, here I come. Dear God, that is not a euphemism for what you pervs might think. It's the sauce they put on their food at Genji's. It's like magic in your mouth. It's like Ranch dressing mixed with a couple other things I can't place. I'd put it on every food I could if I had my own stash of it.
Yes the one I don't want to go on.
But am forced to go on.
Because it is my mother's boss' son.
I couldn't say no after she gave him my number.
It would have looked bad on both of us.
But the man is 25, hasn't seen me in 4 years, and doesn't drink.
Kaitlin, the girl who can out drink many people, is going on a date with a guy who doesn't drink. His only purpose for bars is playing pool. We are doomed.
Plus we are kind of doomed since I don't even want to go anyway. Which kind of means the date isn't going to go so great since I'm not feeling it.
I feel bad because he's taking me to my favorite restaurant, Genjis.
Which I rubbed in Kyle's face last night when I talked to him. And he was like, "Why are you going on a date if you don't want to?" And I explained and he still thinks I'm stupid for it, but whatever.
He tried saying Diane wasn't really his girlfriend. I was like, it's on facebook. It's official. And he was making me angry by making fun of me and when I threatened to come over there and kick him as hard as I could in his balls, he said, "as long as you're naked." And I flipped. I was like you have a girlfriend. Stop Kyle. And we had that awkward thing where somehow it was brought up that he broke my heart. And I tried to move as quickly past that conversation as I could.
He said his mom liked Diane, but would be like, "You know, I still like Kaitlin..." and then I said, "Well who doesn't? I'm clearly very awesome." Trying to make it not a big deal. He and I are over for good. I know it. I'm okay with it. I need to grow. He needs to grow.
Does it mean I don't want him and Diane to break up? No. I do. But not because I want him. I just don't want him happy for awhile. Ha. I'm pretty spiteful I guess. But in all honesty, it was great talking to him for 45 minutes. I really do miss his friendship. Our relationship was just too much work. And you shouldn't have to work THAT hard.
Okay, anyway, I better go change. I'm eating Genji's tonight. I'm a horrible person for making him take me to my favorite expensive restaurant when I know there's never going to be another date, etc. Whatever. It's the best food ever.
Yum yum sauce, here I come. Dear God, that is not a euphemism for what you pervs might think. It's the sauce they put on their food at Genji's. It's like magic in your mouth. It's like Ranch dressing mixed with a couple other things I can't place. I'd put it on every food I could if I had my own stash of it.